Witt Lowry - Silicone Kingdom Lyrics

Never fails to bring a tear to my eye

“See my dad was a drunk I don’t want to be him”
I didn’t want to be him. But here I am. Just as bad if not worse. I can’t fucking beat it. Everyday I drink I tell myself I won’t do it the next day then I get afraid. Scared to go a day sober. Every day of my childhood I told myself I’d be better. That is never touch alcohol. I’m such a piece of shit alcoholic fucking let down. I hate myself. But listening to Witt Lowry makes me feel better. If only somewhat. Someday I’ll beat this demon. Some day maybe..

Why god.. why am i do this again..

My life has had so many downs, especially the past months. I found out about this song, and this gets all my emotions out. I dont know how Witt does it. But i do know i love his music!

Yelling out please I can't take no more this song is a good song but its sad

This and Mockingbird

Dude I love your music, and can't wait to see you on tour in San Diego!

😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

This is mood 😅

Hears mom and dad yellin, mom always wanting a divorce, dad callin mom a whore. Drunk, been drinking all weekend a couple a’ cords a couple a’ doors, who broke in covered the floor
He’s always told never to tell, if anybody finds out he’ll be out in a cell, whit with a belt, there will be nobody to help and so we praise everyday whilst he’s stuck in this hell all to himself, he holds every ounce of it in, all the kids who have things always laughing at him, all the teachers see his pain but he’s playing pretend, playing with friends or something he wishes he can but, nobody wants to give him a chance, nobody wants to be with him man, they ain’t looking to the future but the future is so far in advance, looking at the alcohol in his hands like damn like why? Why god? Why do I do this again and, why am I gettin so drunk see my dad was a drunk I don’t wanna be him I. I know I’m searching for feelings, I thought I could find them in bottles of gin, I’m tired of losing my faith and looking to face to replace all my feeling within, I don’t wanna lose myself, lose myself. I don’t wanna lose my self. Just to ruin, the silicone kingdom with you, with you. I don’t wanna lose my self. Lose my self. I dont wanna lose myself. Just to ruin, the silicone kingdom with you, with you. She goes to read another message. Ho, slut, stupid an’ fake. She doesn’t know how much she can take, she’s looking at her body it’s a body that she plans to replace, fake, everything all over her face, fake. Smile, leads up to her lashes, never been asked about passion, only Bering asked about passin the blunt to the left or a pic of her chest call a bitch in a mess she’s a wreck, waiting for a text from a guy, who tell her that he love her but he wanna see him cry, who tell him that he love her but he beat her every night with a pipe at a spice she might leave him for a guy with a tie and a job, a mic or a rob, she’s tired and sobs on the knob of a door, yellin out “please I can’t take no more” and he’s yellin out “fuck you, you cunt you whore” damn. She doesnt wanna be on the news, only 22 looking down the barrel of a 22 looking at the bruise on her face, looking for a move she can make, never felt safe. Never felt late till the end of the month, lookin down at her stomach like “what have we done” “I was looking for love and you was looking for fun and now a life is in my body cos you wanted to cum” like why, why god. Why do I do this again and, why am I thinkin that we can find love inside lust see we live to pretend, I know we’re searching for feeling I thought I could find them by fucking with him, I’m tired of losing my faith and looking to face to replace all my feelings within. I don’t wanna lose my self. Lose myself. I don’t wanna lose myself. Just to ruin, the silicone kingdom with you, with you. I don’t wanna lose my self. Lose myself. I don’t wanna lose myself. Just to ruin, the silicone kingdom with you, with you. He’s addicted to the worlds most dangerous drug. The one that’ll make you lose everything that you love. And we don’t understand money doesn’t buy love so we pile up our money just to buy us a new car, some new rims, a new benz. Doesn’t have friends no more. An iPod an iMac an iPad. So rich that he’s feeling poor. If he had one chance to go back, wishes that he never bagged a whore. A couple more cars and a broken door shattered to coral over the floor. Coming home at a quarter to four. Coming home is a bore. Looking at a gin bottle got a quarter to pour. At a local titty bar got a better rapport. No cover once cover the floor. And more money makes more problems. He don’t understand how to solve em. Doesn’t understand his son and his wife are his life every night when they fight now he’s looking at them as a problem, thas a problem. Now he doesnt know what to do. Had a touch sleeve and tan every weekend or two. Thinking money maybe buys all the happiness too. Till he’s sitting in a room staring back at a 22. Like what happened to life. I went so many years and I thought I was right. I went so many years never living my life. And I’m scared that my son turns out like me. Why me my god. Everything I see really is a facade, fake love fake hair fake nails fake buy we replace as a race and we try to play good like why. Why god. Why do I do this again and. Why am I getting so drunk see my dad was a drunk I don’t wanna be him I, I know I’m searching for feelings I thought I could find them in bottles of gin I. I know we’re thinking that we can find live inside lust see we love to pretend I. I know a part of the problem we’re living within, I’m tired of losing my faith and looking to face to replace all my feelings within. I don’t wanna lose my self. Lose myself. I don’t wanna lose myself. Just to ruin, the silicone kingdom with you, with you. I don’t wanna lose my self. Lose myself. I don’t wanna lose myself. Just to ruin, the silicone kingdom with you, with you.

Can’t wait to see in concert next month!!!!!!

Witt is the most underrated artist ever

Witt Lowry is so underrated

This song makes me cry everytime literally for no reason either 😂

Listened to this while tripping balls, the feeling it gives is really intense

And why am i getting so drunk my dad was a drunk i don't wanna be him. I don't wanna be him

"this shit is garrbage"- snopp dog

this is 100% emotion

Im still listening to this song like wow I love it!!!!

Damn bro four hours ago shit fam me u are truly Witt fam

This song broke me today 😔💔

This song is AMAZING

This song is AMAZING

Very beginning beat made me think of MegaMan.

Please make more music dude! Love your songs

When someone can make you feel their emotions through their music is REAL talent ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

here's mom and dad yelling
mom always want a devorce,
dad calling mama a whore
drunk; been drinking all weekend
a couple of coors
a couple of doors are broken
covered the floor, damn
so hes told never to tell
if anybody finds out
he'll be put in a cell
hit with a belt
there will be nobody to help
and so he prays every day
while he's stuck in this hell
all to himself
he holds every ounce of it in
all the kids who have things
always laughing at him


all the teacher sees is pain
but he's playing pretend
playing with friends is something
he wishes he can
but, nobody wants to give him a chance
nobody wants to be with a man
been looking in the future
but the future is so far in advance
looking at the alcohol in his hand
like damn, like why
why god
why do i do this again
and, why am I getting so drunk
see my dad was a drunk
I don't wanna be him
I, I know im searching for feelings
I thought I could find them in bottles of gin
I'm tired of losing my faith and then looking to fake to replace all my feelings within I...

I dont wanna lose myself, lose myself
I dont wanna lose myself
just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you
I dont wanna lose myself, lose myself
I dont wanna lose myself
just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you

she goes to read another message
hoe, slut, stupid, and fake
she doesnt know how much she can take
she lookin at her body
its her body that's she plans to replace
fake, everything all over her face
it's fake, smile, leads up to her lashes
never been askes about passion
only been asked about passin the blunt to the left
or a pick of a chest called him bitch and a mess
she's a wreck
waitin for a text from a guy
he'd tell her that he love her but he wanna see her cry
he'd tell her that he love her but he beat her every night, with a pipe
that despite she might leave him for a guy with a tie and a job
A mike or a rob
she tired and sobs on the knob of a door
yelling out "Please I can't take no more"
and he's yelling out " fuck you, you cunt you whore"
damn, she doesnt wanna be on the news
only twenty two looking down the barrel of a 22
looking for a move she can make
looking at the bruise on her face
never felt safe

never felt late 'till the end of the month
looking down at her stomach
like what have we done

I was looking for love
and you were looking for fun
and now a life is in my body cause you wanted to cum

like why, why god
why do I do this again
and, why am i thinking that we can can find love inside lust
and we love to pretend

I, I know im searching for feelings
I thought I could find them by fucking with him

Im tired of losing my faith
and then looking to fake to replace all my feelings within I...

I dont wanna lose myself, lose myself
I dont wanna lose myself
just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you

I dont wanna lose myself, lose myself
I dont wanna lose myself
just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you

he's addicted to the worlds most dangerous drug
don't wanna make you lose everything that you love
and we don't understand
money doesn't buy love
so we pile up all our money just to buy
some new cars, some new rims, a new binz
he doesn't have friends no more
an i pod, an i pad, an i mac
so rich that he's feeling poor
if he had one chance to go back
wishes that he never bagged a whore
a couple more coors and a broken door
shatter the coor all over the floor
coming home at a quarter to 4
coming home is a bore
looking at a gin bottle
got a quarter to pour
at a local titty bar
I got a better a pour
no cover ones cover the floor
really looking for more
and more money makes more problems
he dont understand how to solve them
doesnt understand his son and his wife or his life
every night when they fight
now hes looking at 'em as a problem
thats a problem
now he doesnt know what to do
out of touch leaving ten every weekend or two
thinking money maybe buys all the happiness too
'till hes sitting in a room staring back at a 22
like, what happened to life
It was so many years and i thought i was right
It was so many years never living my life
and im scared that my son turnes just like, me
why me, my god
everything i see really is a facáde
fake love, fake hair, fake bills, fake, bi
we replace as a race and we try to play god
like why, why god
why do I do this again
and why am i getting so drunk
see my dad was a drunk i dont wanna be him
I, I know im searching for feelings
I thought I could find them in bottles of gin
I, I know we're thinkin that we can find love inside lust and we love to pretend
I, I know im part of the problem a silicone kingdom we're living within
I'm tired of losing my faith and the looking in fake to raplace all my feelings within I...

I dont wanna lose myself, lose myself
I dont wanna lose myself
just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you
I dont wanna lose myself, lose myself
I dont wanna lose myself
just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you

This is fking legit

only 22 lookin down the barrel of a 22🖤

see my dad was a drunk, I dont wanna be him, i dont wanna lose myself..

why...why god...

Only 1 Million views... This is one of the best songs i have heard in the last years. Witt Lowry one of the best rapper in this time.

I connect to this with the divorce and my dad drinks a lot he needs help

lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Hears mom and dad yellin', mom always wanted divorce
Dad calling momma a whore
Drunk, been drinking all weekend, a couple of Coors
A couple of doors were broke in, cover the floor, damn
He's always told never to tell
If anybody finds out, he'll be put in a cell
Hit with a belt, there will be nobody to help
And so he prays everyday while he's stuck in this hell
All to himself, he holds every ounce of it in
All the kids who have things always laughing at him
All the teachers see his pain, but he's playing pretend
Playing with friends is something he wishes he can
But nobody wants to give him a chance
Nobody wants to be with a man
Been looking at the future, but the future is so far in advance
Looking at the alcohol in his hand
Like damn, like why, why God?
Why do I do this again? And
Why am I getting so drunk? See, my dad was a drunk, I don't wanna be him, I
I know I'm searching for feelings, I thought I could find them in bottles of gin
I'm tired of losing my faith and then looking to fake to replace all my feelings within

[Chorus]
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I don't wanna lose myself
Just to rule
The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I don't wanna lose myself
Just to rule
The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou
[Verse 2]
She goes to read another message, "Hoe, slut, stupid and fake"
She doesn't know how much she can take
She's looking at her body, it's a body that she plans to replace—fake
Everything all over her face—fake
Smile leads up to her lashes, never been asked about passion
Only been asked about passin' the blunt to the left
Or a pic of her chest, call a bitch and a mess, she's a wreck
Waiting for a text from a guy
Who tell her that he love her, but he wanna see her cry
Who tell her that he love her, but he beat her every night
With a pipe out a spite, she might leave him for a guy
With a tie and a job, a Mike or a Rob
She's tired and sobs on the knob of a door
Yelling out, "Please, I can't take no more!"
And he's yelling out, "Fuck you! You cunt, you whore!"
Damn, she doesn't wanna be on the news
Only 22, looking down the barrel of a .22
Looking for a move she can make
Looking at the bruise on her face, never felt safe
Never felt late 'til the end of the month
Looking down at her stomach like, "What have we done?"
I was looking for love and you were lookin' for fun
And now a life is in my body cause you wanted to cum
Like why, why God?
Why do I do this again? And
Why am I thinking that we could find love inside lust? See, we love to pretend, I
I know I'm searching for feelings, I thought I could find them by fucking with him
I'm tired of losing my faith and then looking to fake to replace all my feelings within
[Chorus]
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I don't wanna lose myself
Just to rule
The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I don't wanna lose myself
Just to rule
The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou

[Verse 3]
He's addicted to the world's most dangerous drug
The one that'll make you lose everything that you love
And we don't understand, money doesn't buy love
So we pile up all our money just to buy us
A new car, some new rims, a new Benz
Doesn't have friends no more
An iPod, an iPad, an iMac
So rich that he's feeling poor
If he had one chance to go back
Wishes that he never bagged a whore
A couple more Coors and a broken door
Shattered decor all over the floor
Coming home at a quarter to four, coming home is a bore
Looking at a Gin bottle, got a quarter to pour
At a local titty bar, he got a better rapport
No cover ones cover the floor, really looking for more
And more money makes more problems
He don't understand how to solve 'em
Doesn't understand his son and his wife are his life, every night
When they fight, now he's looking at them as a problem
That's a problem, now he doesn't know what to do
Out of touch, leaving town, every weekend or two
Thinking money maybe b

That line about drinking but not wanting to be a drunk like his dad... hit me hard. Struggle with my own shit and fears of becoming my dad...

I had to stop listening after a minute literally one minute into the record... and think if want to continue. My dad was a drunk. And a drug addict and I’m the same exact spot right now. This hit me so hard.

damn what fuck man, is there a bad witt lowry song? This dude's a machine.

2:10 "Never felt late 'til the end of the month
Looking down at her stomach like, "What have we done?"
I was looking for love and you were lookin' for fun
And now a life is in my body cause you wanted to cum"

FIRE!!!!

202 people misa clicked the like button.. noobs

2018-'19 anyone?

I love it

It’s funny how u find the right songs at the right time in your life.

1,000,000 views

Beautiful. Xxx

1 MILLION VIEWS LETS GET IT!!!

Favorite song! This man keeps it real!

Ayy 1 million finally.

1:39 - 1:53

1 mil views les go #witt

999,994 Views... So Close To One Million❤

One million, almost there one thousand more

Nodin Andy facts

TÜRKLER

I can relate to this entire song.

You're incredible

*_coming from syria, living in germany, heading to america!_*

you are great witt I love your music it is the best music I have ever heard.

*HECK MY NEW BEATS BURST INTO FLAMES*

Why is there not a video for this?!?!?!

Who 2018?

i put my pain on the paper, hoping the world can hear me one day

I still can't understand how he is not the most famous rapper out there
Fck eminem i want him to be heard around the world
And witt if you read this you save lifes with your music pls never stop❤️

I listen to you more than any other artist.

my cuz tolld me about you that sad

all i can say is i lose myself all the fucking time and this dream of mine is all that i have being homeless everyone looks at u like your nothing not shit worthless assuming u chosed this life so dam untrur making it away from the streets having a roof over my head is a dream dealing with that and my past i always seemed to be drowning swallowed by the darkness music probably the only thing that helps

Hes sounds kinda like kendrik and eminem mixed, like 60 kendrik and 30 Eminem 10 Witt. At the same time hes sounds original Idk how.

NF and Witt?

always makes me happy what about you guys 😃😃😃

Its more oppiste for me. My mom was a drunk and a druggie my dad was always so angry at everyone for thing. And i got bullied as well with all that chaos going on. And i never really took anything out on anyone i took it out on myself; getting drunk and getting buzzed just so i could forget. But that was the worst part is forgetting and taking it out on yourself. It hurts and its horrible. 😞😞😞

talk to me snapchat:joehart771

Witt is one of the deepest rappers I've ever encountered. He doesn't consume himself with the same shit a majority of the population does. Respect

The line about not wanting to be like his dad hits home.

Witt ur a genius and I love ur music. Ur music is so real

The moment someone say this rap is shit but it's actually better then that mumble shit nf and Witt are the future of rap

Lil Twisted i thought u were gonna say 'mumnle shit nf' as in nf is trash...i was gonna release hell lol

Thank you Witt, you are single-handedly the person who i owe my life to. My mom has an illness that the doctors dont know how to treat, she needed to quit cigarettes because she could go into transplant at any minuete. With that happening, she was irratable, unrational and angry. This caused me split from here, and overall avoid her. I didnt want her and me to be constantly fighting when I heard she was dying and the feeling hurt me everyday. Ive never had a father so she was all i had. At this same time my grades were dropping and i was losing all my friends at school. I lost a will or purpose at this time and couldnt bring myself to get out of bed. Your music inspired my though, and i fought through my depression, But rather seeing this as a sob story, look at this like your ability to change lives, and affect those with your music. #TEAMWITT

Facts man 👊

Ask the same questions every day thanks for the help dude

Why is it. That the pain in his voice sounds so real. Did this happen to him as he got older. Witt this really happen to you

Andrea was here..for the 1000th time 😂😍😍😍♥♥♥💯💯💯

When he gets on the mic you know his shit is real. The way he makes you feel when he's preaching. Cause that's what he's doing he's preaching

Everytime i listen to this song, it feels like the first time i heart this song. This is about life!

genuinely the best song you have every wrote witt

Easily the best rap song I've ever heard.

Will there ever be an instrumental of this? Not saying that I hate the lyrics, but I also really love the background track.

Swear to God I relate to this song. Thank you witt. Seriously. Two over doses. One hospitalization from attempt of suicide. I'm not a few months away from getting my RN and pursuing a career to get my Doctorate in Nursing. I was in such a bad spot for so many years. "I don't want to lose myself.". And I haven't. I FINALLY found peace in life. Just wish my brother made it and suicide wasn't a thing. Drugs make people do horrible things. Seriously, idk where this comment is going, but thank you. You really get me through my hard days. ❤️❤️❤️

My mom and father were exactly as he said. But because I'm 18 and I can put him to sleep so he stopped.
I can related to this song so much.




People say rap is about bitches and drugs. But rap is suppose to motivate you. Not lie to you. Examples Michael Jackson,NF,witt lowry, Queen, Prince, Elvis presley. Etc,
Not fatty wap cris brown how all of them people talk only and only about how they fuck bitches and get money.
Tell me in the comments who the hell gets tons of bitches and gets tons of money. I personally think only 1% of you do. The rest 99% are normal

respect..... just respect

*xCharter ESKİLER BİLİR! +1*

#TEAMWITT

THIS NEEDS A MUSIC VIDEO!!!

Oh my gosh this blew my mind!

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I'm a 12 year old that's been through a lot of shit. I already vape and drink. My dad's an alcoholic and my mom pops pills. Both my brothers do drugs. My mom's boyfriend and my brother got in a fist fight 3 times but my mom won't leave him. She won't let me live with my dad. This has all driven me to be extremely depressed but we don't have money to get me a counselor and my parents don't think I'm depressed. So I'm dealing with depression alone. I can't completely relate to this song but it's amazing and will always be a song close to my heart.

Faith Guiliacci hmu on snap nfisabos.

Damn.. I really hope things get better for you, Try to keep your head up. You are gonna turn out so strong after all this! ❤️

The chorus is just godlike.

Witt Lowry he makes me calm when I hear him he’s Awesome

under-rated as fuck.