VNV Nation - Rubicon Lyrics






Praying for myself
These thoughts I try to hide
I have faith in me and hope this will survive
But it's tearing me apart
I can't hear the words by which I guide
So I must ask again, who will carry me

I can not deny that nothing can defend
From the helplesness that's cutting deep inside
And I can't prevent the thought that nothing's real
Seems I've waited years for this day to end

The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me
Are not there behind the face staring back at me
The anger and the pain of knowing where I am
I have come so far and I cannot return

Nothing I can do that I have not done
No words I can say. No truth left that I can see
So must I let this end, and everything falls apart
Before I live my life as I have always done

Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see
So nothing falls apart. So this does not end
I cannot return. I can't start again

Nothing to deny, nothing to defend
From the helplessness, it's cutting me so deep inside
And I can't prevent the thought that's nothing's real
It seems I'm waiting years for this day to end

Praying for myself
These thoughts I try to hide
I have faith in me and hope this will survive
But it's tearing me apart
I can't hear the words by which I guide
So I must ask again, who will carry me

Nothing I can do that I have not done
No words I can say. No truth left that I can see
So must I let this end, and everything falls apart
Before I live my life as I have always done

Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see
So nothing falls apart. So this does not end
I cannot return. I can't start again

Nothing I can do that I have not done
No words I can say. No truth left that I can see
So must I let this end, and everything falls apart
Before I live my life as I have always done

Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see
So nothing falls apart. So this does not end
I cannot return. I can't start again





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  1. n.... i....

    I take all my pain out on my favorite artistz these days. It's the sole of your shoe on the floor. Hmmm. Hmmm. Hmmm. Oh boy hmmm hmmm ECT

  2. V.... M....

    Really great band 🦋💖

  3. M.... T....

    This song _is_ the #1 most played song of my entire life.


    lost my bride 9 years ago this Christmas,
    and I'm still waiting for this day to end.

  4. S.... V....

    This CD got me through college.

    S.... V....

    This CD got me through my second deployment to Iraq.

    S.... V....

    @Mojo Damm Lynch Mob Wicked Sensation got me through Desert Strom

    S.... V....

    @Sarin VX For me, Desert Storm was filled with Depeche Mode's Violator <3

    S.... V....

    @Mojo Damm 19kilo

  5. C.... D....

    Im kinda of new to vnv nation wat i love about them is all there songs have meaning

  6. U.... T....

    VNV we are still loving you

  7. N.... S....

    Brilliant.

  8. H.... M....

    6:21 well spent

  9. C.... M....

    Absolutely one of my ultimate favs

  10. J.... F....

    No truth left that I can see.

  11. W.... K....

    Now's the time on Sprockets when we dance?

  12. K.... Z....

    Praying for myself
    These thoughts I try to hide
    I have faith in me and hope this will survive
    But it's tearing me apart
    I can't hear the words by which I guide
    So I must ask again, who will carry me

    I can not deny that nothing can defend
    From the helplesness that's cutting deep inside
    And I can't prevent the thought that nothing's real
    Seems I've waited years for this day to end

    The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me
    Are not there behind the face staring back at me
    The anger and the pain of knowing where I am
    I have come so far and I cannot return

    Nothing I can do that I have not done
    No words I can say. No truth left that I can see
    So must I let this end, and everything falls apart
    Before I live my life as I have always done

  13. F.... ....

    Always see this record as a EBM game changer

  14. f.... ....

    tonite is VNV NAtion

  15. V.... G....

    Definitely one of their best! I love all of their songs... I better. ;)

  16. R.... P....

    This song has been a comforting companion to me for nearly 20 years of loneliness. Divinely inspired no doubt

    R.... P....

    being alone is a muther fk3r! I hate it too... Stay cool David. I hope you're ok!? Say! VNV is why i made this name way back when .... i follow them still <3 You hang in there David

    R.... P....

    A few tweaks in the lyrics and this could be a song sung to God Himself. Christianity isn't what the media portrays it to be and has no valid ties to organized religion. It's when we rely on ourselves or appeal to authoritative power structures that we fail and or feel abandoned. All any of us needs is reconciliation with God and we can only do this through Jesus Christ. Here's hoping you 've found Him by now. May the grace and peace of God find you and keep you safe. You are loved. ❤️

  17. J.... M....

    es d mi agrado está música

  18. r.... h....

    Praying for myself
    These thoughts I try to hide
    I have faith in me and hope this will survive
    But it's tearing me apart
    I can't hear the words by which I guide
    So I must ask again, who will carry me

    I can not deny that nothing can defend
    From the helplesness that's cutting deep inside
    And I can't prevent the thought that nothing's real
    Seems I've waited years for this day to end

    The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me
    Are not there behind the face staring back at me
    The anger and the pain of knowing where I am
    I have come so far and I cannot return

    Nothing I can do that I have not done
    No words I can say. No truth left that I can see
    So must I let this end, and everything falls apart
    Before I live my life as I have always done

    Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
    Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see
    So nothing falls apart. So this does not end
    I cannot return. I can't start again

    Nothing to deny, nothing to defend
    From the helplessness, it's cutting me so deep inside
    And I can't prevent the thought that's nothing's real
    It seems I'm waiting years for this day to end

    Praying for myself
    These thoughts I try to hide
    I have faith in me and hope this will survive
    But it's tearing me apart
    I can't hear the words by which I guide
    So I must ask again, who will carry me

    Nothing I can do that I have not done
    No words I can say. No truth left that I can see
    So must I let this end, and everything falls apart
    Before I live my life as I have always done

    Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
    Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see
    So nothing falls apart. So this does not end
    I cannot return. I can't start again

    Nothing I can do that I have not done
    No words I can say. No truth left that I can see
    So must I let this end, and everything falls apart
    Before I live my life as I have always done

    Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
    Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see
    So nothing falls apart. So this does not end
    I cannot return. I can't start again

  19. A.... H....

    отличная команда после FRONT242

  20. E.... F....

    So fucking boring! Every song sounds the same!

  21. a.... t....

    nothing fall apart ^^😏^^

  22. T.... ....

    I think this song saved my life a few times. I love you, VNV

    T.... ....

    I couldn't agree more, I wondered at times if I weren't the only other that felt this way, so cheers

    T.... ....

    I hope you're still alive <3

    T.... ....

    FUCK YA!! Glad you're here, glad I'm here to tell you that ; )

    T.... ....

    Same : ) glad ur still here

    T.... ....

    I biked at night for hours, then out to the ocean by a lighthouse where the waves crashed against the rocks. It was a storm. I was so alone. Like a ghost to this world. VNV was in my ear. It felt as if they were speaking directly to me. Every word, then AND now describes my life, how I feel, what I think. It's like they know me though we never met. It comforted me then. I biked, ran, walked alone for years, till I was exhausted, listening to this, holding on to the hope that there is something more than this shallow world.


    I'm still here today years later, still waiting to see something real, something new, and I come back to this song. It carries me. There are no words that can describe the emptiness I feel, but likewise, there are no words that can describe the affect VNV Nation has had on my life. I am forever grateful to them. Hearing their music for the first time made me feel like I could finally be seen, that someone saw through the canyon that separates me from this world, saw right into my heart and spoke to me like kin. I swear, VNV Nation is something else. I feel alive when I hear their music, I wake up and find myself again. Knowing I'm not alone gives me a reason to continue, despite this maze we are in, despite how meaningless everything seems.

  23. D.... ....

    The old VNV has more power and nerve. The new stuff is to soft and commercialized.

    D.... ....

    Don't agree. I want control is fantastic

    D.... ....

    Commercialized lol. You'll never hear VNV on the radio not even their new stuff. Can't be commerical if that's not what the commercial market wants. Calling VNV's new stuff comercial sounds just like an excuse to justify not liking it. 'Control' from Automatic is much more hard-hitting powerful track than anything off Empires.

    Only difference with the old stuff is that most of it is in minor key while the new stuff is major key.

    D.... ....

    +Drinko76 I think you're a little hard on the new stuff, but I do agree that the grit of the older music seems stronger to me as well. Stay devoted! Wait for remixes which may fix the problems you see. Cheers :)

  24. F.... D....

    I saw them live in Chicago play this entire album

    F.... D....

    Francisco Diaz

  25. E.... H....

    Their earlier stuff GREAT, EPIC ! NEW stuff empty nothing !

    E.... H....

    +CrypticApathy I totally agree

    E.... H....

    If they didn't change, you'd be complaining about how the band never evolved and everything sounds the same.

    What music have you contributed to the futurepop genre? How are your sensibilities contributing to the furthering of this genre? Do you even play music?

    Seriously, bands evolve and change over time. If you like the journey they take you as a fan, great. If you don't, maybe shut the F up and make the music you want to hear yourself.

    E.... H....

    @Flail Monkey
     I dont need to make music to hear the difference in someones tone of voice. The fact that you said they evolved means they did change from what was possibly real emotion to something to make money off of.

    E.... H....

    Wow. What hipster bullshit. Have fun with that. You are entitled to your opinion, I guess, but it isn't like he's getting platinum sales and heavy radio play or anything. He seems to be in an optimistic phase, songs like Streamline show that he's trying to reconcile the past and our future into a synthesis of hope. Just because you want his earlier style doesn't mean he sold out. The false equivalence here is so dissonant as to make my head spin.


    Imagine if David Bowie just listened to his fans for the last 40 years, everything would sound like Ziggy Stardust and people would accuse him of being a one trick pony. Instead he offended his diehard early fans by experimenting and changing his musical sensibility with time and age, which meant some people loved his work and others gave up on him. He was true to himself. And the world now regards him as a musical paragon. So is Ronan.

    If he listened to the fucking fans instead of his own artistic sensibilities he would be selling out, you know, the actual definition of selling out.

    E.... H....

    +Flail Monkey you really need some meds to cure that agrrssion. you can't compare David bowie to vnv nation. both of them had different visions on where they want their music to go. sure, times change and guess what some Davis bowie albums I didn't like post ziggy startdust. does that mean I can't say what I like and I don't like. it is a great thing that artists don't pay attention to their fans but it also goes the other way. fans won't buy albums. again, just because a band doesn't make the music I enjoy does that mean I'm not entitled to an opinion or even to listen to their albums that I did like?

  26. P.... A....

    ♥♥♥

  27. I.... ....

    God, yes... this song.

    I.... ....

    ...brought me to vnv nation!

    I.... ....

    Paradise is full of angels ... this song .

  28. t.... ....

    This is my song right now. So applicable. Thank you VNV.

  29. s.... ....

    its talking about suicide

  30. A.... L....

    delightful. as is most their old stuff even for someone who is not particularly religious.

    A.... L....

    Anthony Lopez VNV Nation has nothing to do With religion

  31. f.... ....

    Einer der besten Songs.

  32. K.... ....

    Best vnv song ever!

    K.... ....

    but legion though

    K.... ....

    Definately their best song on the album and my 2nd favorite if it were possible to choose, but "suffer" on Reformation gives me goosebumps (no exaggeration) every time I hear it. If i had to pick a favorite Suffer would be it.

    K.... ....

    Velvet acid christ

    K.... ....

    @m4550kihst Oh man, I get the goosebumps from Suffer also.

    K.... ....

    I can't pick a favorite but "Standing" and "Further" have always been up there and "All of our sins" off the new album, I had that one repeat for days.

  33. I.... N....

    I love this song so much

  34. g.... ....

    The constant banging reminds of sex and gives me a headache until the epoch of the song in the lyrics , but the banging headache beats in my head the whole time. Good stuff ! Beats are too loud though.

    g.... ....

    Droning the audio to get you to pay attention to the lyrics is kinda the point! ;)

  35. D.... O....

    It looks like a penis <====3

    D.... O....

    +Nicola Josuhn Where do you look?

  36. C.... M....

    i love this song

  37. I.... W....

    such a fucking good track. Epic.

    I.... W....

    +Ian Welling best fucking track m8 ! yes! took for ever to find! lol

  38. M.... ....

    I have faith ... *

  39. L.... C....

    <3 <3 <3

  40. M.... W....

    ein toller song!!! bekomme nicht genug davon!!!

  41. M.... ....

    Praying for myself
    These thoughts I try to hide
    I have faith in me and hope this will survive
    But it's tearing me apart
    I can't hear the words by which I guide
    So I must ask again, who will carry me

  42. M.... ....

    Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong.
    Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see.
    So nothing falls apart. So that it does not end.
    I cannot return. I can't start again.

  43. r.... ....

    Sometimes the comfort in a song is not to make you feel better, but to make you feel less alone. This is it for me.

    r.... ....

    rael667 this is the most real thing I've ever read.

    r.... ....

    5 years late reaction, hope you're doing good now.

    r.... ....

    I'm with you there.

  44. A.... C....

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  45. A.... ....

    beautiful song..

  46. T.... ....

    srsly: i am annoyed by everyone showing something "off" - especially tattoos.

  47. m.... ....

    I dunno, it's just not on par with the rest of the stuff :C

  48. m.... ....

    Fuck. Lyrics are good, melody is awesome but what the fuck, why can't the voice be in there?

  49. H.... ....

    glad you made it! keep goin'!

  50. M.... C....

    Why would he be embarassed? Tattoo's are a personal choice. It doesn't really matter what other people think of your choice of tattoo or the reasons behind it. Except if you have the word twat or similar of course lol

  51. D.... G....

    The most annoying thing in the world is trying to be polite when some idiot shows me a shitty tatoo. LMAO. 5 years from now when YOU GROW UP, you'll be utterly embarassed of getting a band tatoo on your body. Tell your boss that story when you're 40!

  52. P.... J....

    Ditto... this band has saved me many times.

  53. S.... ....

    Dull; montone, barf.

    S.... ....

    Tell me more about your life

  54. m.... b....

    coool!!

  55. H.... ....

    even 10 years later i still enjoy listning to this dark plastic music
    Filled with deep emotions it transports my mind in the abyss of my soul

  56. V.... ....

    Hell Yeah ! Super Song... mehr davon

  57. A.... J....

    victory not vengeance !

  58. M.... B....

    Great! Great band and a great voice!!! Thx

  59. M.... G....

    Beautiful

  60. m.... ....

    I liked VNV better then,you know, their older material, but still a great group

  61. m.... ....

    You have nothing better to do than to mock people ...Go fuck yourself

  62. R.... ....

    blablabla this far surpasses music this saved my life wowow wiwiwiwi shadaaapppp

  63. t.... ....

    IF YOU HAVENT LOST A LOVED 1 YOU CANNOT UNDERSTAND THE GRAVITY OF THIS MASTERPIECE!THIS SEEMS HAND WRITTEN 4 MY CURRENT SITUATION,I LOVE YOU AUNDREA AND ALWAYS WILL BABE.

  64. x.... ....

    Victory Not Vengeance... the best electronica/industrial group ive ever heard.. !!

  65. T.... ....

    This song..... this song is my weakness.
    My beautiful achilles' heel.

  66. j.... d....

    9 people have no heart soul or any love for good music and we must end there pitiful lives

  67. E.... ....

    @kablammy1 I have passed similar times in my life, without VnV I wouldn´t still breathing! Can´t explain with words what they mean to me! And I have an Victory not vengeance too:-)

  68. A.... ....

    soundtrack on fighting addiction...

  69. S.... ....

    An excellent job of combining the contrasting themes of resilience and hopelessness.

  70. v.... ....

    Where are the glow sticks and fog at?

  71. V.... ....

    @ragingmonkey64 Totally agree with you there!

  72. M.... D....

    @kablammy1 I've never really considered getting a tattoo but I think I'm going to get one too!!! Victory not Vengeance!!!

  73. S.... N....

    Wow incredible :o

  74. C.... J....

    This one always feels the most "VNV" of all the albums.

  75. A.... ....

    I always play this song loud in my car and sing the lyrics along as powerfully as I can.. Liberating stuff and amazing music.

  76. V.... ....

    @LadyKlife Me too! The first time i heard it, i really didn't like it ... it slowly grew on me though, and now i find it spinning through my head whenever i just feel awful about something.

    VNV FTW!

  77. g.... ....

    I'ma go buy this now. This playlist helped me make the decision to spend 8 bux.lol

  78. a.... ....

    despair, the song captures that feeling perfectly.

  79. G.... S....

    Masterpiece! Every time I asked the DJ in the gothic parties to play it, he did. No need to say more.

  80. G.... ....

    This song helped me shape my ideas about solopsism and athiesm. This song was instrimental in shaping my personal belief structure. Pure and powerful poetry.

    G.... ....

    TheKnave God exists and died that you might live, I pray you find Him 💜

  81. D.... D....

    @BlueSpirals Beloved did the same for me... Victory Not Vengeance!

  82. v.... ....

    Shit, in 2004 this song has literally saved my life... and 7 years later, today, I need it again. It's a hidden song on Empires many opeople know nothing of, simple and monotenous... and still... there is so much in it. So deep and complex, and I cannot stop listening to it now.

  83. I.... ....

    I love all of VNV Nation's work...but there's something about Empires that just makes it kinda...i dont know, better?.. I have no idea what it is. who cares anyway...=)
    amazing song and thank you for the upload ^^

  84. h.... ....

    Haven't heard this in sooo long:P I still love it!

  85. K.... ....

    I remember hearing this song and Legion in 2000 or 2001 and they seem to sound slightly different. Is it possible I've heard remixes? Does anyone know?

  86. x.... ....

    @FEARandLOATHINGgirl
    Same as me, Victory Not Vengence

  87. F.... ....

    i remember when i was about 15 this song was my world.. it was the only thing i had that made me feel better.. out of all the drugs i took.. out of all the people i talked to.. out of it all.. this song was there for me.. im 25 now and i live today.. i live.. this song, this album helped me find life again.. i love VNV Nation for this song and Empires.

  88. d.... ....

    I have listened to this so many times while writing or riding home, and while thinking about my girlfriend back in the day.

  89. s.... ....

    vnv is one of the wonder we not seeing enought in our world

  90. P.... V....

    This far surpasses music...

  91. D.... Z....

    @Dallows65 Since your Coment 7 Nazi pepole Dislike this.... but 330 awesome pepole win =D
    ( i have a bad english srry XD)

  92. D.... ....

    having sex to techno music must be the best

  93. H.... M....

    @deathgift07 This one and Homeward are my favourites.

  94. A.... L....

    my all time favorite song from vnv nation

  95. s.... ....

    @BlueSpirals music is feeling's its love sadness joy and much more music helps us trought the pain and lonelyness in the world

  96. D.... ....

    The different key lines in the last 1:30 always make me smile. Most bands would have chosen one, but each of them has a different feel, and I love them all. Empires is such an amazing album.