Smile Empty Soul - With This Knife Lyrics

I would've needed this so badly 6 years ago. Instead I just screamed and screamed and screamed. And drank and drank and drank. When that was over I ran. I ran so much that I became unable to walk. I would've never thought I could love someone like him as much as I did. Stupid fucking bitch. Both of us.

This song is what is going on with me! 😭😭😭😭😭😭

#AntiFakeHappiness
I'd rather feel sorrow than change who l am.

I found someone I pretty much keep chasing after because I can’t let him go....I known him for 8 years and finally when I get to be with him I’m happy he just keeps hurting me by breaking up with me because of my ex but I keep chasing after him to get him back this is our 6 or more time together and no matter what ima never let him go ❤️❤️❤️

I listened to this over an over when I was young with a on an off ex I tried so hard to get over this was when I was maybe 16 to 17 but the last time I blocked out his memories I'm 23 now an with a man for 4 years now

should I?

I don’t trust nobody no more

It seems to me if one cannot gain the strength to approach, missing that opportunity could birth a song as painful as this one. DON'T MISS THAT OPPORTUNITY THEN... APPROACH, DUMBASS.😎

Same I will kill myself maybe the people will be happy with me gone

Same I feel the same way and I love this song explains me and my Boyfriend

I just want to give up

Users logic: Disease is ofensive! But this song is offensive.

*-how-do-you-cry-** :’)*

I need help. I feel so empty I cause myself pain, just so I can feel again. Why does emptiness weigh so much.

well it's not worse then feeling the pain in the past .... but i know you can fight it we all care about you

I’m always here for you, just reach out for me

Jfc the comments on here are depressing, but it does show me just how good I have it despite my situation

First do it 👌😂

FUCK, STUPID WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ago three years i cut myself now FUCK DEPRESSION - FUCK ME.

I think we all found this song mid break down... right? Trying to find that one song to match how you're feeling?

Yes 😔Do you know any other good songs? Like this

For some reason i always attract woman who just use me because i am weak and i have been broken hearted 45 times now and i am a cutter and i just relapsed two weeks ago and it felt good but no i am on 24/7 watch in my home. I will never ever ever let love into my life ever again

To everyone who hurts...cutting is a cry for help, a need to let out some of the pain that overwhelms. But does hurting make the hurt any less? The person or reason you are here today for this song isnt worth the pain because they simply dont care. He doesnt care. So its up to you to do thr one thing that will be worth something. Look inside and see that your soul is so in need of release. If you die while feeling this way you are only sealing its fate. Do you really want to come back again just to learn the same lesson again ans again until you transend ? A butterfly has to break all of its being while closed off without a single thing to help it. In fact if you try and help it out of its cocoon it will be too weak and never will be able to fly and will die. The pain and sufferimg we go through is a test to see if your willing to overcome the fear of change. A caterpiller crawls along the ground in the dirt, constantly facing rain water birds and feet that could end its existence. And then totally shuts itself off from the sun and is enveloped in the total darkness of itself. At that stage it has to totally break everything down all of the all of the past and all that it was 2 become something that he has no clue of what it will be like or how it feels or not knowingif it work out and if he will ever be free but then it's all up to him or her to decide if it's worth it to break out and Free Yourself so that you can feel the sun again. If you have never felt pain then how would you know happiness the darkest point in your life is there to show you just how much exactly opposite of what is available to feel because you know out what goes up all the way has to fall it's yin yang chaos vs. Order how far you go down is how far you can come up you know at least when you're down at the bottom and think that you can't go any further that's the best place to be in actually because there's no farther down that you could go all you got to do is look up cuz there's only up to go

I actually like this song. Makes me think bout alot

though I may have cut it out.. the pain is still real. but day by day im still here, im still breathing and I exist without you.

I hate that the people I care for are so cancerous. I am done with this world. I will die before I will be homeless again. I am going to shoot myself with my crossbow pistol and gamble on the odds whether or not my target arrows are lethal . I'll just make sure to sever the corroded artery. Wish me luck.

Wow such a underrated song with such heart and emotion the singing is perfect here love the guitar melody is so sad with the vocals so simple but emotional amazing

Exactly how I feel at this very moment.

It's been years since I felt the urge to cut...but lately....its been on my mind more and more...

The only depressed people

Are the people who seek this

2 months clean from cutting. Though alot of times im still wanting to pull out the razor blades just for old time sake of letting the physical pain numb the emotional

2019? Anybody else still needing this?

Couldnt of said it any better.

grow up,,

Im already thinking of killing myself...im not lying...

I've never related to a song more in my life....

I have listen to this song in my emo selfharm phase. And in this moments, on this awesome days where hold my best girfriend me out of the depression and first aid my open arms tooked she the deep music off and i have smile. Today i have bloody, deep Thougs on this song and a greatfull heart warm heartbeat. love u M. my best friend ever.

The prettiest name "Alyssa"

Everyone stay strong x

Good. Now you use that same dagger you used to cut out my love for you on yourself.

i feel what people in comments knows me better than real friends =((

Takes me back to my teen years.

Terry...

A SPECIAL LETTER FROM JESUS CHRIST FOR THE HARD TO REACH

My most precious child,

If you are receiving this letter, it is because someone loves you very much. He/She may not have been able to talk to you about this in the past, or perhaps they have talked to you about Me, but you were not ready to listen.

The most important thing I want to tell you is that I LOVE YOU. I love you more than anyone in this world could ever love you. I want you to read this now and learn of Me because you are running out of time to learn the truth.

Life as you know it now will suddenly and radically change in an instant and I want you to be ready.

MY NAME IS JESUS CHRIST, THE MESSIAH.

I have come to you to give you eternal life. I have come in the flesh and given you the most ultimate sacrifice anyone could give in that I died for you, shedding My blood to atone for your sins; not only those sins you have committed in the past, but for every sin you will ever commit.

The price for your sins has been paid. I was the sacrificial lamb, slain for you. Your debt is paid.

I did this so that you could have access to the Kingdom of Heaven with Me and Our Father forever. You were beautifully and wonderfully made, intricately designed, and purposed for so much more than this life.

You have known all along that there was more, that your heart yearned for something greater, something that would fill the emptiness, fill that space inside and 'complete' you.

It is My greatest desire that you know that what you have been looking for is Me! I am the One who has created you for a special purpose and whose love for you will never die!

My gift is a free gift, no conditions, all you need to do is accept this most precious gift from Me and you will then have all My promises.

You must know that you could never do anything on your own to earn My love, or earn your way into Heaven. Your acceptance of Me and My sacrifice is all that is required. My blood covers all, and ensures you will live with Me always.

I have given you a book- The Holy Bible - that tells you all about who I am. It is your instruction manual in this life, and it tells you not only what has happened in the past, but it also tells you what is about to happen to this earth.

I love all of My creation so much that I always let you know what I am about to do. This is why you are receiving this letter. I am about to make Myself known in a very powerful way. Because so many have chosen not to accept Me for who I am and follow My commandments for your lives, I will shake the very foundations of all you know to be your security. This is how I will get the attention of My creation.

I do not want you to be in fear, and I do not want you to miss the most important reason that you were born to be here. This reason is to have an intimate relationship with Me. To not choose Me is to choose a life in darkness eternally.

I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. I offer you this gift and this decision because of the free will I have given you. I would never force you to love Me, but you must know that to ignore My desires for your love means eternity without light, love, peace and joy. It is a life wasted and cast away.

Don't waste another moment believing the lies of My enemy, the devil. Don't believe that life will go on continually the way it always has been.

Time as you know it is over and I am coming to make all things new. The signs of the times in which you live are all around you. Life as you know it has become unsustainable. Everything that can be shaken, will be shaken, and you will be forced to make a choice for your very survival.

You will choose to trust Me, the One who created you, or you will trust in a system that will fail. My Word speaks truth and all else that is not of Me will collapse.

Please, come to Me now. Come as you are. I love you no matter what you have done.

My blood washes away all your sins and makes you white as snow. I will keep you and protect you, I will provide for you and when it is your time, I will take you home with Me.

I will only have so many warnings, and then the sudden-lies will be upon you. Will you be ready? The choice has always been yours.

If you accept this free gift and desire to know Me intimately, and want to spend eternity with Me in complete peace and love, please say this prayer (out loud.)

Prayer:

Father, please forgive me for all of my sins. I accept your gift. I believe that you sent your Son Jesus to die for me, and that He is your only Son. I believe that His blood has paid the price for all the sins I have ever committed, and all those I will commit. I trust in you as My Creator and all of your promises. I surrender my life to you and ask that only your will be done. I invite your Holy Spirit to come into my heart and change me, and make me more like you. I want to be obedient, and I need your help. Please come into my heart this moment Jesus and make me a new creation in you.

In Jesus' name I pray,

AMEN

Your loving Father,

Jesus Christ, the Messiah (Yahushua ha Mashiach)

Wait it’s ON SPOTIFY NOW AHHhH

I just realized something people who suffer like me wouldn't be posting on videos because they want to hide it

Yes I posted I'm just making a point

This is one place people can talk about it because no one knows who they are. Id rather tell someone I don't know how I feel rather than someone I do, if that makes sense.

@fooker mooker I guess I can understand that

Can't cut something out if it's not there at all.

Cutting isn't bad i don't know the big deal alot of people do it to cope its better then the bullshit pills.

When you feel so numb smile empty soul helps relate the pain

Emo memories xdddd

*Fight For Liberty, For Your Identity, For Your Passion And Desires! Your Never Worthless Amongst Us. FIGHT THE NIGHTMARE WITH YOUR HAND SO BARE. TO SHOW YOU CAN STILL WALK THIS HIGHWAY OF HELL!*

Don't be stupid

I'm sorry, I was just born stupid.

i miss her. :(

I’ve given up on fighting... no matter what I do it’s not enough

SAY SOMETHING I'M GIVING UP ON YOU & I TOGETHER! ♡♡♡

Wish it was that easy to (Take a knife &cut away the pieces of you?) ??????BUT IT'S NOT!!!
I let into my HEART &THEN YOU BROKE IT!♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

I really love this song im a cutter and have attempted suicide many times i have trust issues with not only women but men too i have been cheated on. Many times
i dont trust people and my family through me away a long time ago i have been a cutter since i was about 8 years old im now 30 years old and still cutting sometimes cutting is the only way to feel better suicide is the only way to go.

Love hurts

I cry all the time

Its true

If he's a lie then I dont want the truth... I love him far too much.

2018 anyone

Am I the only one here bc I just like the song and is not depressed

If your heart hurts, it's not because the heart wants what it wants, it's because your heart is in the wrong place.

My name is jesse I’m just 14 year old that have a sad heartbroken 😭 I need some one😭😭😭😭😢💔💔💔💔💔

i remember being around age 10, listening to this song.. being hurt & struggling with self harm. Here i am 5 years later in the same spot, but more mature & self aware.

The world can be a very cold place..stay strong and believe in yourself. Nobody else will do that for you. If you never rely on others for happiness, you will never be disappointed.

Empty soul ¿?

2018

Sitting in my car, homeless.. bleeding on myself. I lost all their trust, I lost my empathy for life. I hate to love anything that keeps me trapped here. If your allowed to live.. why am I not allowed to die? Where is my freedom, why does seeing you smile make me hate you. I don’t care anymore. It doesn’t hurt me now.

My old lady Jamie hill Love's this

If you only knew how much love u threw away alisha.if you knew how muchlove uneed and desrerved if u knew what u did to me.

GIVE IT UP FOR MY BEST FRIEND MISERY!...thought I could do it without you...silly me...I guesse happiness is the enemy cuz that modafuka been running from me for centuries...

8 years then book another boi and tells me ur ugly I don't love you

I never wanted to love you but I did and now I never want it again because the pain is equally intense as the love..

This song... I'm not clean of self harm yet. The person this song Completly is still my only friend. I just can't get over him

I don't cut bc it seem like ur craving attention no offence people who cut I burn bc it's less cleaning one less way I can disappoint my parents

I dedicate this song to my ex

I'm slowly losing my only and best friend to cancer and he only has a number of days left to live. He's the reason I stopped cutting and he saved me from multiple suicide attempts. Honestly, I have no clue how my life is going to go without him in it.

So the woman i loved, who was the first one to break through the walls i put up since my ex fiance cheated on me 6 years ago, told me the other day that while she still loved me, she had found her true love, her soulmate....a bisexual man who is currently married to another man...and that she was moving to Wisconsin to be with him. All I want to do is rip my heart out, hand it to her, and say "here, bitch. you already had it in love, now take it in spite"

I'm so full of anger, hurt and heartache trying to make sense of it all

This is the most depressing comments section I have ever seen. Moving along...

Is this the name of the song?

One time I cut too deep and passed out so that's when I stopped because it was scary and my parents found out saying "we didn't bring you up just for you to hurt yourself"

I give up

my friend just took his life about a month ago and i'm still devastated. Please don't do what he did. Your life matters. People care about you. I cared about him. He was my best friend and he didn't realize what he put his family, friends, and colleagues through. this sucks. :(

Fuck APPLE, I need this to complete my playlist! This is no fucking cutting song either!

This is not a fucking cutting song, I'm not saying this to be insensitive, but I love this song and I can't get it on APPLE because of stupid political censoring! I hope you all stop cutting, but as an Infantry Veteran with blood on his hands, this song is a MUST HAVE, sorry that you cut, but this is not your song! Stop cutting, and definitely do not blame smile empty soul for cutting! It's not the bands fault that some people take the song so fucking literal, most smile empty soul fans are not fucking cutters. This song helps as a fucking outlet for me! But I can't fucking buy it because a bunch of millennial dipshits can't see what this music is actually about. Fuck Apple for censoring SMILE EMPTY SOUL! This is an essential song for my 'angry playlist'... When I sing along to this song, while angry for the things that I was made to do(and the people that sent me to do those things)... Fuck any trolls that are pretending to be cutters as well, THIS IS DEFINITELY NOT A SONG ABOUT LITERALLY CUTTING YOURSELVES, the band does not condone or advert people cutting themselves. Stop the censoring, you know this song could just disappear one day because of censoring!?! You want REAL MUSIC SUPPRESSED, GO FUCK YOURSELVES, IM SHARING THIS TO FACEBOOK TO INFECT EVERYONE WITH IT, SO I GUESS THAT THEY WILL ALL START CUTTING TOO, BECAUSE OF A FUCKING SONG. HALF THESE COMMENTS ARE MADE BY TROLLS BECAUSE THEY DONT WANT PEOPLE TO REALIZE THE POWER THAT THESE SONGS CAN GIVE YOU OVER YOUR OWN LIFE. DONT EVER LET SOMEONE INFLUENCE YOU TO THE POINT THAT YOUR LIVING SOMEONE ELSES LIFE AND YOUR LIFE SEEMS TO BE DEAD. THIS SONG CAN BE A FUCKING DEFIBULATOR FOR A BROKEN HEART. YOU NEED TO LOVE YOURSELF, IF YOU DONT TAKE THIS AS A SONG OF EMPOWERMENT OVER PEOPLE THAT HAVE SUPPRESSED AND CONTROLLED YOUR WHOLE LIFE THAN YOU ARE NOT ACTUALLY HEARING THIS SONG AT ALL. FUCK OFF AND LOVE YOURSELF, THEN WE CAN TALK FOR REAL. CUTTING YOURSELVES IS THE DUMBEST THING TO EVER DO(ONE OF, AT LEAST) FUCK YOU CENSORING ASSHOLES THAT PROBABLY TROLLED ALL THE CUTTING COMMENTS TO STOP THIS SONG FROM PEOPLE EMPOWERING THEMSELVES AGAINST THE CURRENT OF DECEIT THAT RUNS SO FUCKING DEEP INTO EVERY FAMILY, ACROSS THE GLOBE. WAKE UP, THIS SONG IS SO FUCKING RAD AND HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH CUTTING!!!!!!!!

For those who are mistaking this song as a song of suicide do tell me how so? It's more of a heart break song of anything

Anime Princess Just depends on the person. everyone relates too songs differently.

@I'll shank you so fuck off I beg to differ. The context clue clearly state heart break over anything which yes in the end could kill you (emotionally) but suicide is not pro-trade in the song anywhere.

I love this playlist sometimes I think when I listen to certain songs they match my exact feelings please subscribe and big thumbs up

Derek if this is directed at me I really can't take it. My Epilepsy been acting up for like like 24hrs and you haven't even shown your face to me but yet you love me? Want to me more than just best best friends? You don't call or text back. Sure you write me songs and stuff but hat is that really. I won't hurt myself or kill myself but I doing it for me. I got through o me more days no self harm what do ever however I did a lot of thinking about it. I am so tired. So sore and I signed myself out against medical advice. So if your going to send a song over to me like this makes sure you can take what you wish out. Oh Those better not be my knives your talking about. Furthermore if you hurt yourself I promise first I will kill that little Barbie of an ex wife or girlfriend of yours than myself.

@im_rain.2018

When you've been hurt, but youre addicted to it...

Desperation fuled by the purest

Depressed always sad wow

I haven't listened to this one in years. I haven't had to.

when you're clean from self harm for 5 fucking years and relapse down to the darkest hole of hell you've ever been to, doing more harm now then you've ever done.

I just found out im going through a divorce.

Just lost my gf to suicide it hurts...but I don't show it....im staying strong....even though I'm hurting on the inside

Skylar And Logan[Siblings,part demon,wolf,and god] i understand you....ik how it feels...hope you will get better soon

this deserves to be on a topic chanel

Wish I could've kept strong but being dumped for no real explanation except that he suffers from depression and believes I could be happier with someone else I spiraled and lost myself he was my rock and I love him so much It didnt feel like it was actually happening until I felt it running down and I realized my nightmare became reality 😢😢

My girl just left me this song is for you