Sarah McLachlan - Fumbling Towards Ecstasy Lyrics






All the fear has left me now
I'm not frightened anymore
It's my heart that pounds beneath my flesh
it's my mouth that pushes out this breath
and if I shed a tear I won't cage it
I won't fear love
and if I feel a rage I won't deny it
I won't fear love
Companion to our demons
they will dance, and we will play
With chairs, candles, and cloth
making darkness in the day
It will be easy to look in or out
upstream or down without a thought
and if I shed a tear I won't cage it
I won't fear love
and if I feel a rage I won't deny it
I won't fear love
Peace in the struggle
to find peace
comfort on the way
to comfort
and if I shed a tear I won't cage it
I won't fear love
and if I feel a rage I won't deny it
I won't fear love
I won't fear love
I won't fear love...





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  1. c.... ....

    Kracko had a facial tics @ 0:48 time stamp

  2. S.... ....

    Rarities b sides other today in 2020. So so good.... ol' good times.

  3. D.... B....

    "Your words keep me alive"

    ...And the lie detector test determined that was a lie

  4. z.... K....

    Hooked me on the first chord... that was 20 years+ ago

  5. v.... ....

    Masterpiece

  6. P.... C....

    Sarah's music has DUE SOUTH written all over it even in Jan 2020 😎👍😎👍

  7. C.... D....

    It just works.

  8. K.... M....

    This entire CD was/is gold.

  9. J.... E....

    Fumbling is an album from the Heavens.

  10. Y.... Y....

    Wow haven't heard this in a long time

  11. K.... L....

    Please check out my tutorial featuring a cover of “Angel.” 🇨🇦💕https://youtu.be/LUQUwI1vGRo

  12. F.... F....

    press "show more" for lyrics- her stalker wrote this...amazing ...!

  13. m.... B....

    It's a great name for a song but it's about the stalker

  14. R.... ....

    “Would I stay forever here and not be satisfied “

  15. A.... C....

    I bought this album new in about '94. That copy was stolen from my car shortly after, but I don't think I have been without a copy of it for more than a month or two since. I must have bought "Fumbling..." at least 15 times. One of about half a dozen CDs I can listen to from beginning to end.

  16. B.... N....

    I want to fuck my wife brought me here.

  17. J.... D....

    My favorite Sarah McLachlan song. Always.

  18. M.... G....

    I really love that song, since I first heard it on the TV series 'Due South'. The piano version is still my favourite. And I recommend the acoustic cover by Mike Massé:
    https://youtu.be/5DVTE3F4H_M
    https://youtu.be/ssSnd6Is6_E

  19. G.... 9....

    Top 20 songs of the 90s

  20. Z.... R....

    Songs with meaning.  Keep going.

  21. Z.... R....

    Purchased three of your songs.  Nice

  22. R.... ....

    Jennifer ❤️

  23. a.... ....

    My 12" Blues Subwoofer loved this song, and I do too!

  24. d.... ....

    Just bought this at goodwill. love it :D

    d.... ....

    Great find!

  25. G.... S....

    From the great divide

  26. s.... F....

    Still love this

  27. s.... F....

    Love this

  28. N.... G....

    She's one of the few singers I listen to where I think of their voice as a musical instrument. What a gift.

    N.... G....

    Ditto it is an instrument

  29. i.... k....

    Brings me to tears....~ Incredible~~

  30. M.... M....

    I'm a bigger fan of her trance/remix albums, but one thing that always stands out - she never tries too hard. She such a subtle, sublime signer.

  31. R.... G....

    Does anyone not know the backstory about this song? ... Sara had a stalker who would send her love poems that would get creepier and creepier. She was obviously deeply concerned but also inspired. The lyrics of possession are taken directly from one of his poems. He was hurt by this and tried unsuccessfully to sue her and lost. A few days later he committed suicide. hunters found his truck abandoned I and his body hanging in the woods. Such a sad story but such a beautiful haunting song.

  32. G.... D....

    Love Sarah mac

  33. G.... B....

    If there was an abusive man, no worry,s love he shall get banged about; All in good time; "Love yoy sweetheart, Love your best anon friend Michael

  34. T.... H....

    Wow does this take me back! 👍🏼

  35. M.... ....

    My teenage years summed up in one album

  36. G.... ....

    wow, sounds like imogen heap got some inspiration from Sarah mclachlan?

  37. W.... R....

    I'd be honored if some mid/late 90s fans would take a listen to my acoustic piano & vocal performances of Arms of An Angel by SARAH MCLACHLAN, Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm by the CRASH TEST DUMMIES, and Long December by the COUNTING CROWS on my YT channel in tribute to 3 great 90s standards. Live acoustic with no digital editing. Thanks and peace out.

  38. J.... A....

    Possession, powerfully feminine.

  39. R.... C....

    Who signs the rock version??

  40. C.... B....

    Awe 1994 in the army standing in front of the TV set watching the video for this ( I fell for her hard )

  41. U.... R....

    I'm 37 and a grown as man. I still listen to Sarah always will

  42. e.... d....

    when I first heard this I didn't know it came out in 93, but it grows on you

  43. j.... h....

    hi, everybody is cool

  44. e.... d....

    It keeps you in suspense, and sweet surrender

  45. D.... H....

    Perfect song for a first kiss or in my case listening to it as a lullaby while waiting for my NyQuil to kick in

    D.... H....

    How romantic lol.

  46. c.... ....

    good organ hoes a long way thru time

  47. J.... W....

    Okay this song right here is just sexy.

  48. A.... C....

    Fuck you kate I hope you die in inimaginabile pain ...you know like you told me BITCH !

  49. N.... B....

    I would typically hear this song while riding in my mom’s van through the sprawling suburbs of a medium sized American city. Sprawling suburb America is fragmented and ugly. There’s not much natural beauty there, just mostly lots of people in a hurry and then this song made it sounded like another world existed. Or that another existence was possible beyond the strip-mall society. And then I grew up and worked in the garden department at Home Depot where I would hear this song like at 8:30pm, when no customers were in the store. I’d be restocking shelves alone, but the same feeling happened. This song is a rumor of another world, that people are too proud to speak of.

  50. G.... H....

    Oh the memories....I love you and always will! You gave me a part of you that I'll hold in my heart forever. ❤

  51. R.... W....

    I still love,love,love this cut.

  52. B.... b....

    Her voice is so soothing. I remember this song and man I love it!

  53. P.... H....

    This sound nice

  54. A.... B....

    You know, funny in a sad, pathetic kind of way. This was the favorite song of my first love and we would make out to other songs on this album. This is what he would play for me when he couldn't express himself but I completely understood. Here I am 22 years later and I still pine for him when i hear this song. So pathetic, I know

    A.... B....

    Pathos (the root) is connection. everyone listening to this (or reading your comment) relates sweetie, I promise.

  55. G.... ....

    Just listen to that 90's bass. What a tune.

  56. w.... ....

    The decade of the '90's was amazing for Women Singer/Songwriters......Sarah, Joan Osborne, Alanis Morrissette, Cheryl Crow, who else?

    w.... ....

    Aimee Mann

    w.... ....

    Paula Cole Janet Jackson and the incomparable Natalie Merchant

    w.... ....

    Tori Amos! Also, Heather Nova holds a special place in my heart - my wife and I kissed for the first time to her "Siren".

    w.... ....

    TORI AMOS!!!!!!!!!!!

    w.... ....

    TBH I wasn't into this lillith fair type of music in the 90's. I liked L7, Hole, Babes in Toyland, 7 year Bitch, Bikini Kill, etc. I liked the truly angry and aggressive ladies.

  57. j.... ....

    💗💗💗💗

  58. N.... l....

    Another favorite of Sara's!!

  59. T.... T....

    I bought three copies of this CD, one after another, as I wore each one out. Then came MP3.

  60. K.... D....

    This song is horrible I like my demons better and whoever likes this please listen to my demons! It is really good!

  61. r.... c....

    I agree with Chris L. I got this track on a "Taco Bell" compilation of all things. From the opening chords to the steeped distorted guitars..It just drew me in. The song also has one of best bass lines I've ever heard...very reminiscent of James Jamerson in that it's  busy but never intrudes.

  62. G.... 9....

    one of the best songs of the 90s and I'm not even a fan.

  63. m.... ....

    I'm probably nuts for thinking this, but I would be more than okay with being loved by someone who started off as a harmless stalker. Once it gets into the whole "if I can't have you nobody can" obviously that takes the intrigue and affection far far away from my mind lol. I should probably never date men. Luckily I'm a greedy bisexual so hopefully I'll find a healthy relationship somehow. Anyone in the market for a newly 32yr old 5ft tall curly haired redhead so pale I glow almost neon in the sun? No? Yeah I figured. I haven't wrinkled yet but that's only because my skin is so sensitive even makeup turns my face red so everything I use on my skin is unscented and spf 1000 lol. Anyway I only wanted to type something so there would be an even 200 comments 🙂

  64. A.... O....

    My favorite

  65. D.... E....

    So she got big she earned it. This was an alternative hit.

  66. J.... M....

    2:31 2:59 fav part

  67. S.... R....

    Sara MCLAUGHLIN WOULD MAKE A GREAT LOVER ???
    NO, A GREAT PERSON TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH.

  68. S.... R....

    I AM A GIFTED MAN BY REASON OF GOD"S DEALINGS WITH ME.
    IT WILL SHOW !!!!!

  69. S.... ....

    I never really cared for Sarah Mclachlin but this song was definitely excellent, and if you ask me it's her best.

    S.... ....

    For me, it's between this and Building a Mystery

  70. A.... R....

    I feel like I AM TOUCHING A PIECE OF HEAVEN IN HER MUSIC

  71. l.... i....

    Breaking water s this Tape cassette that I had in my little Truck driving up and down the Okanagan Highway when it first came out
    I felt like a Pioneer of some kind for her Music cause I know not many ppl knew of these song s
    well that all changed but I Am happy I was the first to embellish them on the road !!I was a younger Mom then and Artist but thats all changed too Change is the only constant thing in our lives

  72. D.... R....

    As creepy and wrong as it sounds, lets give it up for the stalker who wrote this poem for her, the guy maybe a creeper, but he had beautiful words that could obviously have some charm to them. R.I.P

    D.... R....

    Much agreed. Some folks have no idea what this song is about- not good at all, and she made it a hit.

    D.... R....

    @Justa Dragn Whoa! So much to unpack with this information 🤯

    D.... R....

    Damn...never knew that....

    D.... R....

    Astral stalker or lucid dreaming stalker.

    D.... R....

    Justa Dragn To add to that, the judges didn’t want to give him what he had truly wanted. To be in the same room as her. So the case wouldn’t have really ever gone anywhere. The poor guy was sick, and needed help. And it was a tragic situation for Sarah too because she loves her fans.

  73. L.... l....

    When this song is about a stalker

  74. R.... O....

    ...2018?

  75. c.... ....

    This entire album is a soul searching anthem.

  76. F.... &....

    I love you God bless you

  77. A.... S....

    I'm not an illusionist. it's a gift your born with.

  78. F.... S....

    OMG what a shock to learn the true meaning of this song I loved many years. Wow so sad.

    F.... S....

    Yup, sexy song but holy crap it's creepy AF.

  79. m.... 1....

    Talk about knocking it out of the park on the opening track of your debut album.

    m.... 1....

    Not her debut album. Her 3rd album.

  80. c.... m....

    my absolute favorite Sarah album...wonderfully nostalgic.
    Thank you for sharing.
    ❤✌🏼

  81. A.... D....

    Introduced to this back in 2001 with Transfer's 'Possession". That's good but this original, wow.

  82. J.... R....

    I remember hearing this a lot as a kid in the 90s on the radio but I had no idea who was singing it when I was 8, and yesterday I looked up on watchmojo and found out who was singing this song, it was 4rm 1993.

  83. f.... ....

    This song is fucking dope idec

  84. R.... M....

    I went to see her after this was released at a record store in Austin with my brother and my best friend instead of signing up for classes for high school. Worth it!

  85. T.... O....

    I love how this song is so hauntingly beautiful that it could be used as a love song, a horror song, and a sensual song as well. Good work indeed.

  86. K.... N....

    I wonder how hard sarah got down in the 90s...canadians party right?

  87. K.... N....

    My body aches to breathe your breath'd

  88. C.... ....

    This song hit me so hard - I had to pull off the road to recover.

    C.... ....

    Especially when you learn the backstory... Sara had a stalker who would send her love poems that would get creepier and creepier. She was obviously deeply concerned but also inspired. The lyrics of possession are taken directly from one of his poems. He was hurt by this and tried unsuccessfully to sue her and lost. A few days later he committed suicide. hunters found his truck abandoned I and his body hanging in the woods. Such a sad story but such a beautiful haunting song.

  89. E.... W....

    One of her best songs.

  90. K.... g....

    I think my avorite song from Sarah is Mary

  91. K.... g....

    this albulm is awesome. Her lyrics are deep.

  92. R.... Z....

    haunting,,,,,, Sarah xxhugs dear

  93. V.... ....

    Love this goes back in time

  94. L.... D....

    The most beautiful song I have ever heard in my life.

    L.... D....

    I refuse to ever marry again, but if I met a woman who wrote a song like Possession to me? Yeah. She'd have whatever she wanted from me. Even a ring.

    L.... D....

    Mix a lil "Silence" in and you'll be free....

  95. m.... B....

    More than just a Stalker too Her

    m.... B....

    Yep.. very cooool

  96. V.... R....

    This song reminds me of someone.....

  97. h.... b....

    I remember loving this song when it came out. So many years later, I actually understand it.

  98. D.... L....

    Thank you for listing this.  Lot's of memories of first love...

  99. T.... R....

    I listen to it when I was 16 year old while Michael Jackson is guilty in 1993 and 1994 Kathy Russell