SadBoyProlific - Myself Lyrics






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I don't even feel like myself
Turned to the drugs but they just don't help
I don't got the time to work on my health
I don't even feel like myself
Turned to the drugs but they just don't help
I don't got the time to work on my health

I've been locked in a cage someone help me
Never questioned the cards the universe dealt me
Just stayed on my grind til it wasn't healthy
My script is straight flame turn a page to a hell scene
Had some wealth for a time but I came from the grime
I got homies that are nice and only move at night
Remember when they used to judge the kid 'cause he was white
But if you fuck with my clique you can run it on sight
I ain't a gangster or mobster or none of that shit
I'm just the young dumb kid and ain't a lil bitch
Try and amputate my wrist homie fuck a couple slips
I guarantee you haven't lived the life I've lived
Straight facts that I spit with the pen no machine
I'm seein' all these new rappers, they ain't nothin' to me
I've been at this since 6, I don't have to earn my keep
I'ma take it by force and straight murder the scene

I don't even feel like myself
Turned to the drugs but they just don't help
I don't got the time to work on my health
I don't even feel like myself
Turned to the drugs but they just don't help
I don't got the time to work on my health





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  1. M.... C....

    One day. If I'm not still broke. I hope to listen to you at a concert

  2. Y.... M....

    damn i wish he mad more music he sounds great

  3. T.... T....

    This song has saved me from drowning in my pain every night, idk if i even wrote that shit right, anyways ty sadboiii

  4. R.... s....

    😫🖤🖤🖤😭😭

  5. X.... 1....

    my only favorite emotional is sadboyprolific

  6. M.... G....

    I really wish this was on Spotify

    M.... G....

    Malaia’s Games I have been checking for like a month but it ain’t there. Sometimes podcasts and the radio will play this song

  7. w.... a....

    some of sadboyprolific song make me sad cos it have happen to me. even know my arms are cover in scars i wish i never wasted my life sitting around in the back of the class trying to hide from people

  8. B.... M....

    Honestly he is the best rapper but I try to find this sound on spotify and I could bot find it

    B.... M....

    Promoting sounds do you know when he is going to put this on spotify I really want to know because this is one of my favorite songs

  9. G.... R....

    can we please get this on spotify its amazing

  10. F.... B....

    Please on Spotify

  11. K.... S....

    I use to freestyle wit this kid. So proud of him!

  12. N.... s....

    ❤️':"

  13. C.... _....

    If you left a dislike on the song ur gay

  14. S.... ....

    This is so 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  15. D.... F....

    Midnight squad where u at?

  16. L.... K....

    love sad boy.. could you do more powfu though??

  17. C.... ....

    He's fucking great. I'm happy I found his music.

  18. T.... T....

    This is the most slept on rapper 🚫🧢

  19. m.... ....

    Same ol prolific different account same comments guess im "myself"

  20. n.... ....

    When do you upload to Spotify?

  21. k.... p....

    who actually sings this

  22. �.... ....

    🔥🔥🔥

  23. c.... T....

    Damnnn man🎭😢😢😢

  24. J.... N....

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C5pVkgqZgSc

  25. X.... B....

    This shit good.

  26. B.... !....

    Simply a boy who is lost. Keep it up Prolific

  27. M.... S....

    Daaaaayum# Chhhiiiiillll Love Bug. Neva nervous. #getitout #whew
    💋😘💓

  28. W.... G....

    Hmu if you need help i understand insta all_this_depression

  29. J.... U....

    Hey sad boy thank for make muise for use it muisc connect to me a lot thank u

  30. D.... ....

    Sadboyprolific is my idol lol thinking that he's only 1 year more than me.

    D.... ....

    How old is he?

    D.... ....

    @n0va kxng 16

    D.... ....

    @Josiah Ortiz Yeah lol. What was I thinking?? xDD thanks

  31. T.... m....

    Danm 😅 this is 🔥

  32. J.... R....

    Wowwww SBP keeps dropping fireee, but does it sound like he’s losing quality on his mic?🤭

  33. J.... L....

    I cant describe it but there’s something deep within
    Sometimes its hard to keep my gaze above my chin
    Its eating up my mind slowly finding a way in
    Like a basketball rolling off the rim

    I, i don’t expect u to understand
    My brain is like a mind-field
    And its getting out of hand
    These scars on my arms
    These scars on my legs
    I am so broken
    And i don’t wanna be fixed

    Friends around me
    But am i really there
    If i got killed
    Would they even care

    Ill never be yours
    Ill never be my own
    No matter who I’m with
    I’ll always be alone

    No tears but i still feel pain
    On a long depression train
    Coz sometimes, shit gets rough
    And u just got to smile it off
    I sit and wonder while i cry all night
    Why does this dark cloud fuck up all my light
    All my light
    Fading away, seeping out of my skin
    My eyes are drooping with pain and I’m lookin more thin

    I go to sleep but i don’t sleep
    I lie awake all night with music on repeat
    Living in pain all i wanna do is weep
    Gods waiting for me to come and take my seat

    Whens it gna end
    Im sick of this shit
    Gna get the razor out
    cut until my wrists are slit

    I feel so sad All the fuckin time
    I cant remember a time i wanted to be alive

    Whats the point of life
    If I’m not living

    J.... L....

    Beautiful

    J.... L....

    Awesome man like this rap and i relate to it

  34. F.... r....

    why do i feel almost the same emotions as sadboyprolific ♥♣♦♠

  35. L.... ....

    fav artist

  36. G.... N....

    My mood

  37. l.... d....

    Love the new voice

  38. S.... M....

    holy his voice changed omg i love it!

  39. F.... ....

    I wanna kms

  40. b.... s....

    these rappers are so underated why is that cooment if you agrre

    b.... s....

    @ali zain hbu

    b.... s....

    thank you for not being a fucking asshole

    b.... s....

    @ali zain lmao Do you even know what underrated mean 😂😂😂

    b.... s....

    It's good that they are not surrounded by normies, his audience and listeners are of a good amount really.

  41. X.... 2....

    This somg a bump on shrooms

  42. E.... ....

    ok im sorry... But who else heard his voice cracks?

  43. U.... T....

    shut the fuck up, you don't know what I felt ♫

  44. Q.... T....

    I.... like this song

  45. M.... B....

    Getting Russ vibes. This is 🔥

  46. L.... ....

    I've been waiting for a new one

  47. G.... g....

    Nah he talm bout sum real shi tho in the 1st verse

  48. i.... ....

    What anime thumb?

  49. N.... E....

    Damnn bro, thx por todo 🤘

  50. S.... 1....

    (Lyrics, you're welcome)

    had to lose it all, to find myself
    lost my heart and my soul and my health
    shut the fuck up,you dont know what I've felt,
    yeah ive been on my lonely had to do it myself
    x2

    I'll buy your lies i swear im your top consumer
    and ive been smiling lots but its never been for the humor
    its a mask to hide the pain thats rooted in me like tumors
    if a doctors finna operate tell'em to use a bazooka

    they ask me why i wanna kill myself
    i guess thats cause everyday i dont feel like im myself
    my soul and my emotions are but remnants on a shelf
    my thoughts so hot i feel like my skulls finna melt

    yuh, i often wonder why i had to hold it down
    while you went and fucked around
    told me we were safe and sound
    took my heart and then you tossed it on the ground yuh, took my heart and then you tossed it on the ground

    had to lose it all, to find myself
    lost my heart and my soul and my health
    shut the fuck up,you dont know what I've felt,
    yeah ive been on my lonely had to do it myself
    x2

    i know that ive never really been the best
    but if you get one more text from your ex
    im catchin' a flight to snap his neck
    spittin' for aesthetic,
    you just love to play pretend
    you just love to play pretend

    i fucking hate you ill let everyone know
    if we ever cross paths im stickin' you in the nose
    bullets in his body yeah thats just the holy ghost
    this aint even close to range that my ager goes

    ive been stabed in the back way too many fuckin' times
    ive been tripping hopin' karma comes and has you traumatized
    and i know all about the sick and sadistic shit you like
    my shoulders feelin' like boulders with these devils and i

    had to lose it all, to find myself
    lost my heart and my soul and my health
    shut the fuck up, you dont know what I've felt,
    yeah ive been on my lonely had to do it myself
    x2

  51. Y.... D....

    Sadboyprolific with this new banger and so do Powfu! Wow blessed day to you'll 🕊️

  52. Y.... T....

    This is legit I like the lines

  53. P.... ....

    Too dope

    P.... ....

    Presence 🖤🙏🏻

  54. L.... ....

    I’m so proud of Evan for this one💪🏻🔥

  55. T.... ....

    Yeeeeessss finally some more sadboyprolific😍🎉🔥🔥🔥

  56. S.... Z....

    Came here for OCEAN WAVES but stayed for the sonh

  57. D.... ....

    Here's the lyrics for everyone that wants them enjoy!





    lyrics:

    [Chorus]
    Had to lose it all, to find myself
    Lost my heart and my soul and my health
    Shut the fuck up you don't know what i've felt
    Yeah i've been on my lonely had to do it myself

    Had to lose it all, to find myself
    Lost my heart and my soul and my health
    Shut the fuck up you don't know what i've felt
    Yeah i've been on my lonely had to do it myself

    [Verse]
    I'll buy your lies, I swear i'm your top consumer
    And i've been smilin' lots, but
    It's never been for the humor
    It's a mask to hide the pain
    That's rooted in me like tumors
    If a doctors finna operate tell em use a bazooka

    They ask me why I wanna kill myself
    I guess that's cause everyday I don't feel like im myself
    My soul and my emotions are but remnants on a shelf
    My thoughts so hot i feel like my skulls finna melt yeah

    I often wonder why I had to hold it down
    While you went and fucked around
    Told me we were safe and sound
    Took my heart and then you tossed it on the ground (yeah)
    Took my heart and then you tossed it on the ground

    [Chorus]
    Had to lose it all, to find myself
    Lost my heart and my soul and my health
    Shut the fuck up you don't know what i've felt
    Yeah i've been on my lonely had to do it myself

    Had to lose it all, to find myself
    Lost my heart and my soul and my health
    Shut the fuck up you don't know what i've felt
    Yeah i've been on my lonely had to do it myself

    [Verse 2]
    I know that I've never really been the best
    But if you get one more text from your ex
    I'm catchin a flight to snap his neck
    Spittin' for aesthetic you just love to play to pretend
    You just love to play pretend

    I fucking hate you i'll let everyone know
    If we ever cross paths i'm stickin' you in the nose
    Bullets in his body yeah that's just a Holy Ghost
    This ain't even close too the range that my anger goes

    I've been stabbed in the back way too many times
    I've been trippin' hopin' karma comes
    and has you traumatized
    An I know all about the sick sadistic shit you like
    My shoulders feel like boulders with these devils and I

    [Chorus]
    Had to lose it all, to find myself
    Lost my heart and my soul and my health
    Shut the fuck up you don't know what i've felt
    Yeah i've been on my lonely had to do it myself

    Had to lose it all, to find myself
    Lost my heart and my soul and my health
    Shut the fuck up you don't know what i've felt
    Yeah i've been on my lonely had to do it myself

  58. L.... P....

    LETS GO NEW SONG!!!

  59. U.... ....

    My comment was pinned...

  60. l.... V....

    i love you promoting thx for feat. sadboyprolific

    l.... V....

    Omg you loved my comment I'm love you

  61. �.... ....

    Damn ya boys voice changed.

  62. f.... c....

    Amazing song fr

  63. E.... F....

    Wow! This is true talent!❤️

  64. Y.... D....

    i love this with every molicule in my body

  65. O.... ....

    Do you know if he will put his recent songs on Amazon music??

  66. O.... ....

    OMG YESSSSSS 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  67. T.... Y....

    This is 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  68. R.... ....

    took me to the past .....

  69. A.... R....

    Nice vid I love sad boy prolific

  70. P.... 1....

    This shit is fire 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  71. S.... W....

    This song is fire and almost to 1ooo likes

  72. R.... ....

    bangerr

  73. K.... A....

    Been waiting for this fire🔥🔥

  74. K.... M....

    best ever sharimg this everywhere

  75. K.... M....

    holly shit

  76. K.... M....

    i actually like this one

    K.... M....

    What do you mean I actually like this one ? He's fire

    K.... M....

    @Oofmybruh ik

    K.... M....

    @Katherine Milewsky then why did you say actually good like his other ones arent good

    K.... M....

    @Oofmybruh bc this ones my fav and also ive talk to him he is pretty chill i like it

  77. X.... ....

    Ayyy les go

  78. A.... ....

    What anime is the thumbnail ?

    A.... ....

    Film: Ocean Waves

    A.... ....

    @kashfa thanks I already watched it sadly

    A.... ....

    @Allanzo yaas :(

  79. T.... K....

    why is his voice so noticeable... like even before u read the title you know sadboyprolific😍just by his voice

  80. x.... ....

    Dammm 🙏🏽💯

  81. D.... ....

    Got the notification at school, this makes my day better. Thanks. :)

  82. T.... Z....

    The Best músic in the World

  83. C.... ....

    Rip you uploaded while I was In school 🔥 tho

  84. M.... ....

    ♥📻

  85. S.... B....

    Sadboyprolific has this way of saying things that the heart just cant ignore.
    Love this guy

  86. O.... T....

    Dude, I saw your Instagram Ad! Nice haha. <3 Thank you Promoting Sounds for the artist I found

  87. S.... .....

    Waw ! Just waw ! 💪🔥

  88. n.... ....

    Promoting Sounds is the 2019 SwagyTracks

    n.... ....

    Ur the best

  89. K.... S....

    Came home after school to a new sadboyprolific song! This day just got so much better

  90. �.... ....

    😍😍😍😍😘

  91. e.... j....

    i love his fucking voice soooo bad
    <3

  92. M.... ....

    its been a long wait but it was worth it 🔥

  93. T.... ....

    damn this hits me so fucking hard . load of thoughts running my mind everyday . feeling insane that kinda shit

  94. P.... S....

    New from SadBoyProlific, we've all been waiting! I was thinking, NF would kill a verse on this, but let me know what you guys think! #PSFam

    P.... S....

    This one's tricky. Voice and beat so pure but the lyrics sound like misinformation. I wish i could've been there when he wrote it. Definitely heart-touching, but like through a chain fence. Idk disappointing, I thought it'd be a prolific track.

    P.... S....

    yo, this shit, I feel it 100

    P.... S....

    This goes so well with my lunch break

    P.... S....

    NF?? HOLY SHIT I AUTO LOVE YOU