Rihanna - Suicide Lyrics






Everywhere is still
Everything is restless in my heart
I hate the way this feels
Suddenly I'm scared to be apart
The days are dark when you're not around
The air is getting hard to breathe
I wish that you would just put me down
I wish that I could go to sleep

Loving you is suicide
I don't know should I go or should I stay
I'm tryna to keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance it's all too late
But I heard you say you loved me
That's the part I can't forget
And I wish that you come save me
Cos I'm standing over the edge

I should let you go
Tell myself the things I need to hear
But my brain is wired wrong
That's why I'm loving you when you're not here
Feels like I drown in your every word
And every breath that's in between
Somehow you get me where it really hurts
It's killing every part of me

Loving you is suicide
I don't know should I go or should I stay
I'm tryna to keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance it's all too late
But I heard you say you loved me
That's the part I can't forget
And I wish that you come save me
Boy cos I'm standing over the edge

Loving you is suicide
And my world's about to break
And I... had as much as I can take
And love is a long way down

Loving you is suicide
And it's getting harder everyday
I'm tryna to keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance it's all too late
And I'm way past every moment
But I'm still determined to fight
And I know it's taking all my strength
To keep these emotions alive
Loving you is suicide





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  1. B.... W....

    am i the only one not depressed?

  2. w.... a....

    I'm not happy, I'm not sad, I'm just empty, I don't deserve the life, this damn stupid fucking life...

    w.... a....

    who am I i dont give a fuck bruh

  3. b.... d....

    Loving good youtubers, my family, my pets, and my friends is suicide. I can't believe the fact that they want me here...

  4. K.... C....

    I feel so depressed I cry every night I fake smile act happy but I pretend it all truly deep down i feel so depressed but i cant show it i hurt my self i can do this anymore but I have to fight it

    K.... C....

    Keilany Carrasco ohhh yes sure, i dont give a flying fuck lol

  5. T.... V....

    there’s this one boy in my homeroom class who makes fun of my body with other boys because im skinny and he thinks it’s funny but it hurts me a lot 😔

    T.... V....

    Tiffany Vlogs Finally someone like you! It will get better. :)

  6. B.... R....

    Can anyone sleep well knowing that someone died of natural causes. I feel so broken with out my mom I miss her so much yet I can't see her again and she died when I'm 15 it's not fair 😭🥀💔🥀🥀💔💔

  7. J.... ....

    i wanna tell my mom i’m suicidal but what will i get out of it? i’ll get yelled at.

    J.... ....

    she’ll say it’s stupid; and i have no reason and she will get really mad, she barely listens to me and is on her phone all the time. that’s why i don’t tell anyone because i’m scared

    J.... ....

    JustMadisonn u just told us

    J.... ....

    Black Wolfie sis are you that dumb-

  8. T.... ....

    I hate living and this song only makes my desire of commiting suicide much much stronger

  9. A.... X....

    Honestly if you think depressed is the same as sadness . You are dumb in the head

  10. H.... R....

    Stories need to be told.

    https://youtu.be/dzWmyDXJX8I

  11. X.... ....

    “To be honest, when you say “Get over it.” Or, “Stop thinking about it.” You don’t understand how hard it is to forget. That’s why I came to you, for you to help us forget it all. But instead you tell me that I’m not aloud to be sad and I’m to happy to be? That’s kind of ridiculous, you just told me I’m not aloud to feel sadness.

  12. H.... L....

    Among all these comments I hope you find this one💕 I hope you know what a beautiful soul you are. I hope you know your worth, your value, your beauty. Your life brings others joy and you're a lovely human that this world needs. You are important. You are needed. You are loved. So hold on a bit longer, my friend. There is hope. You'll be okay, I promise. The light is just up ahead ❤❤

  13. S.... ....

    Jesus christ the intro is tinnitus

  14. S.... M....

    for some reason sad songs are what makes me happy these days.

  15. L.... ....

    I don't know if I have clinical depression but I always feel like shit and I can't be bothered to do anything. I hate everything and constantly think about suicide

  16. A.... M....

    I'm putting this song in my suicide letter tonight.I just lost my job today and I've lost my friend who I love and she knows how I feel so on 1/7/20 I'll be leaving this miserable life and world. I already found my spot

    A.... M....

    Aaron Merson No please don’t give up angel you have so many reasons to live don’t end it all now

    A.... M....

    Please dont...

  17. x.... w....

    You just saved my life....i was going to pull this rope around my life then my phone buzzed and then this song popped up so thank you so much I don't know what id be if the song wouldn't have popped up id be dead so thank you thank you vary much even tho I know you probably won't read this I'm still grateful for what you've done I've lived through this song I don't know how many times and keep up the good work😭😭😓

  18. W.... W....

    This song literally says my life 😭😭

  19. E.... A....

    When the comments r more depressing then the video 🖤

  20. c.... r....

    I just wanna be taken serious for once in my life! and not be treated like a last resort or a little kid.... Like dust... I wanna be seen, I don't wanna be the sky anymore that everyone uses and breath in and out and touch but can never be seen or hold.....

    c.... r....

    chisi rozario I still don’t give a fuck, lol

  21. s.... a....

    This reminds me of my aroxexia I'm trying my best to keep myself alive, but loving this is killing me slowly

  22. h.... w....

    man i haven’t listened to this since 7th grade

  23. b.... b....

    It is terrifying to go through these comments of suicidal people and wonder if they made it through their depressin or if we lost them by now...

  24. x.... L....

    Ugh... people are always saying that I'm not useless. Well, let's see:
    *I'm bad at those things*
    Drawing
    Singing

    Talking normally
    Maths
    English
    P.E (I didn't find any sport I can do well)
    Socializing
    Acting
    Teaching
    .... (I don't want you to read this forever)


    *I'm not*
    Pretty
    Fat, but not even skinny
    Talented
    ....


    Possitives?
    I'm like a black cat. Wherever I go, i bring negative feelings and moods.

  25. K.... K....

    Yesterday my teacher came up to me and said a happy person like me shouldn't be crying but in all reality I'm not as happy as I act in class ..... who agrees

  26. 3.... N....

    If you're reading this I won't be hear tomorrow 💔😪👈

  27. L.... W....

    Minds think, hearts hurt and no one hears inside

  28. N.... T....

    My abusive relationship started 5/14/17 and ended 7/20/19. No one ever talks about the recovery after the abuser is gone. This shit is hard af

  29. Z.... ....

    Hundreds of attempts. This time I wont fail.

  30. M.... J....

    I'm depressed...
    My parents dont know what to do...
    I said... "is it okay if I leave..?"
    They asked where...
    I said... "to the end"

    M.... J....

    Do you know why you have this feeling ? Where dies it come from ? Put some words on it, make some peace in your heart =)

  31. L.... A....

    I am to skinny
    I have a big nose
    My hair is horrible
    My friends are all fake
    I have cuts everywhere

    What else can there be

  32. c.... m....

    I really hate my depression i feel like its getting worse and worse the only thing that is keeping me alive is the love of my friends and family

    c.... m....

    Stay close to them, don't give up. One day you will understand. You are strong, going through all of this is not easy, but you are doing it. One day, you will understand everything. You will know your place in this world, and why you exist.

  33. n.... A....

    I'm so ready to give up! I'm trying so hard but I'm tired . Why did you do this to me.

    n.... A....

    You will not give up, because we will help you. Stay strong !

  34. S.... M....

    Can someone kill me? I want to shoot myself in the head but I'm scared to pull the trigger.

    S.... M....

    If you are scared, this is not the right moment to do it. The real you, the personnality thay wanna live, is telling you to not give up. If you're still alive, there is a reason. Deep inside your heart, you want to live. This world needs. You will realize it someday.

  35. J.... ....

    I used to cut, my mum would find out and I would get in trouble, she would take me to the hospital and tell them to keep me there, cause she didn't want to deal with me.

  36. P.... L....

    I have ‘friends’ that joke about having depression, they say that they’re so depressed that they want to die, but little do they know I self harm and actually want to die, I showed my self harm cuts to one of my friends, and all they said was ‘oh no’ they couldn’t care less about me, even though they’ve known me for 7 years, they’re not truly my friend, they don’t care about what’s going on about me, so I don’t tell them, and when my ‘friends’ sad they have depression I just simply say ‘okay’ and hide my pain from everyone else..

    P.... L....

    School is cruel. Be strong. Why do you wanna die ? Is it like you wanna run away from something ? School, family, is there any problem ?

    P.... L....

    Era I’ve just given up with everything where to the point I can’t be bothered to wake up anymore, I tried a few days ago to overdose on tablets but that didn’t work so I’m gonna try something else

  37. L.... H....

    Felt this way about someone once
    He left me to the Wolves to rip me apart because he was a fucking coward and ran
    Don’t feel this way anymore
    I’m great today
    Realized love of my life is my son
    And the Wolves are dying off lol
    He lost the best friend he had he knows this now
    Too little too late

  38. D.... C....

    I hate myself 😢

  39. s.... m....

    No one loves me😭 no one care about me. I want to end my life now

    s.... m....

    I love you ...💔

  40. N.... z....

    i feel like meds make it even worse

  41. H.... M....

    The lyrics should read. "But my brain is wired wrong" Not "But my brain is why your wrong"

  42. N.... ....

    “I’m always Sad”
    -Stan’s second last word 8/6/12

  43. h.... .....

    People say they love me but they leave me I can't help im this way and now I'm so broken I can't hide it I'm sick of everything I look act dress like a popular kid im so skinny you can see my ribs and I scrub my body till its red with soap douse my hair in shampoo and contentioner it's always soft and never greasy I were makeup everyday a full face about 1 hour of effort into it I get called ugly and to shut up and everything else I don't understand why people hate me

  44. A.... G....

    you know people say "when you see how bad other peoples life is it makes you see how good yours is" its not true at all

  45. i.... m....

    My 7yo sister got shouted at and said she wants to die and said it was a joke but nobody know that I am thinking of suicide my friend said she was thinking of it but also said it was a joke I've not jumped coz I know I will be selfish but I Want to and don't know how to tell people

  46. A.... D....

    Why don’t PEOPLE understand how depression isn’t the same as sadness. They last longer and are harder to go through! Telling a depressed person to be happy is like telling an asthmatic person to just brEathe! It’s not the sAmMmMMe! Your mental health is on thought, right? :\
    They think “Oh, you’re fine! You’re just sad, cheer up! It’s not that hard to by happy!” They don’t know ANYTHING about it! I mean, no offence. It’s based on your emotions and experiences, and what you’ve gone through. That’s what builds your personality. There are people out there experiencing what I have. My sister tries to make me stronger, by abusing me? By beating me? By not helping me if I’m hurt?! That’s not how it works! So, I’m emotional. People think “You’re just dramatic!” When really..words hurt more than blades. That’s why they say think about what you say. Crying helps relieve stress, so I’m not agreeing with ANY TEACHER OR PARENT THAT SAYS “Crying doesn’t help!” BECAUSE THEY DON’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE BODY! Crying helps relieve stress, but by saying that, I’m sure you’re making them feel worse about themselves for being a “crybaby”! Some people like me are shy, and don’t like people. Being happy isn’t as easy as it seems, why do people think this?! (Got the depression and asthmatic person from King Kamumu or something. :)) Depression isn’t just some sadness you feel that goes away the next day, it’s a real MENTAL problem. Things happen in your mind too, not just your body.

  47. D.... ....

    Your skin isn't paper
    Don't cut it ❤️❤️
    Your face isn't a mask
    Don't cover it ❤️❤️
    Your body isn't a book
    Don't judge it ❤️❤️
    Your neck isn't a hanger
    Don't hang it ❤️❤️
    And most importantly
    Your life isn't a movie
    Don't end it ❤️❤️

    You are the best person ever please don't try and commit suicide and if your thinking about it don't commit it you are strong, independent, strong, smart and beautiful don't let anyone take you down don't listen to them you do you ❤️❤️

  48. S.... S....

    Oh my god this is such a heartbreaking story that is so true and not understood even though billions face depression in some way and I say some way because people don’t understand the things people go through. Also some people are so naive and shun people because of this and say they are ungrateful for their life because they DONT UNDERSTAND that depression is not your benefits it has nothing to do with that and that depression is based on your thoughts emotions and yes even though you might be happier with a big house, those pleasures are materialistic and deep emotion is hard to influence so deep actions can influence depression. Furthermore because these are materialistic they do not mean because you have them you will never experience depression. Moreover the big house is on the surface and your emotion is deep in the ocean and hidden normally from others. It breaks my heart. And when people face depression they get lead in to all types of problem growing from that depression, for example suicide or drugs (which could also be some sort of drug sucide). It hurts me that I can’t help. All these thing contribute and the fact that people then call people inconsiderate spoilt because they are sad in their position is outrageous because it’s our mind feeling these emotions from actions and you can’t just tell your mind to stop, yes you can tell yourself to appreciate things in your life more but that’s about it and people see but because you don’t want to worry them and smile and even if you straight up tell them they still don’t try and help like your a worthless piece of 💩 and then treat like you are separate from someone else and not accepted because you inside are suffering. People need to help and be considerate and try harder to help. We need people to help. Please. 😢😢🤕😩🥺🤯please.

    Edit:
    Depression isn’t just from your experiences but it can be from your mental emotions that might not be influenced by things in life and it could be insecurities in yourself that didn’t come to yourself from an experience, I have felt this and I decided to hide my emotions through a smile and my teacher and others kinda noticed but I just continued deny and I wish I had spoken out because now I have this feeling in my head heart that wasn’t ever let out.

    And if you are feeling depressed talk to someone never bottle it up

    S.... S....

    Most of humans can't see inside people... they can not read their emotions and understand their feelings. That's why they can't help. If it's not logic, they will not lose time. But some people can see through. Eyes, smile, gestures... soooo many signs.
    One advice : if someone can guess how you are feeling at any moment, then I suggest you to stay close to this person.

  49. s.... ....

    Around 3 or 4 years ago, I was this close to leave everything behind me and yet, I'm still alive. Listening to this song makes me so nostalgic... I was hoping for a better future and here I am, still fighting this illness that a lot of people of this comments section have. Even though my depression never leaves me, I learned to deal with it. I learned it's okay to cry when you need to, even when you don't know why. I learned to appreciate my own company, even though I'm surrounded by all of these dark thoughts and you know why ? I have never been any more happier. I have just learned to accept that part of me, my depression and second yett origial nature. We're all born different and we should be proud to tell the world that yes, we're ill, but we are strong. Don't fight your illness, learn to accept it and see, it'll accept you too. <3

  50. G.... ....

    Said to my friend my head wasn’t good but told him I was okay and he believed it. Don’t think I will find someone who will understand how I feel

  51. K.... M....

    If your depressed and in a dark time due to being bullied, family problems, and other things, just remember, there will be a point in your life when it all ends, you leave school at some point, so please don't commit suicide Becuase of things going on there, and at 18 you can move out, so you don't worry about things at home

    <3

  52. k.... ....

    Almost ten years since this came out still 🔥🔥🔥

  53. I.... a....

    Wait I believe in reincarnation
    If I kill myself what will I become-

  54. I.... a....

    Whenever people bully me, joke around with mean stuff etc. I don’t care at all, but when I start crying even from the dumbest reasons I will get reminded of it all, thinking of how stupid I am because I’m overthinking this.

    Basically, I’m mad at myself for crying over stupid reasons.


    I have the stupidest reasons to cry, I had a mental breakdown a week ago just because I couldn’t install a song from a website, it kept changing to some random pages and I just wanted to listen to music.
    Now tell me that’s not stupid.

  55. I.... a....

    my mom was very stressed yesterday cuz we were gonna be late to a suprise party (mostly because of my lack of cooperation to wear dresses) and she literally said that people are thinking I’m depressed and that everybody knows me as that one hooded girl, and all we need left now is slitted (slit?) arms

    she’s supposed to be a psychologist and except for trying to help me she thinks of the fact that people think I’m depressed

    I.... a....

    reading the comments makes me overthink everything and now I look at the world an entire different way



    I just realised I may not be the only depressed person in my class

  56. K.... P....

    i’ve listened to this song for years and loved it, but i’ve never actually related to it until now. well shit. :/

  57. G.... S....

    I have been depressed and susidal since 4th grade and I am in 7th grade and I have tried to commit suicide and ended up I the hospital BC I have snuck drugs from my parents so I was in a co coma and I was going to do drugs again but when I was a sleep I remember someone told me that u r loved even if u don't feel like u r and know I am off drugs
    p.s that someone was god

  58. j.... ....

    Thank you Rhianna for summing up the past couple of years of my life in a song.

  59. c.... j....

    Ill be happy when i find someone tht cure my broken ❤ help guys

  60. B.... B....

    someone 2019?

  61. p.... ....

    i’m not going to be like those comments/ people saying that you’re beautiful, loved, you have a purpose here because even though it’s true to every body in this world, it doesn’t help. It might help during the time we read it but later on forget about it and continue to hate ourselves. Just stop comparing yourself to others. stop judging your body, stop insulting yourself, stop all those negative things you say or do to yourself. baby steps gurl. every time i think bad about myself i think about the people out there getting raped, kidnapped, tortured, are alone, homeless, no family, starving, etc it tells me i have no right to judge myself. there’s people out there going through so much more and they’re still living. Still living positively and making people proud. we need you. we need you because you make this world as it is. don’t put your pain onto others please.

  62. N.... L....

    I am depressed. I am 19. I am turning to drugs. To be happy. :(

  63. L.... T....

    It’s the people that smile all the time and make others laugh that are the most sad deep inside.

    L.... T....

    hahaha it's me lol. I wanna die

  64. F.... A....

    I just had an extreme break up not even two hours ago and this is how I feel. My depression is kicked in I'm ready to slit my wrist plus an overdosing I'm ready to die... And I'm 13.. i shouldn't feel this way. But I feel like someone done ripped my heart from my chest, slammed it in the dirt and stomped on it until it is flat. Flat as paper..

  65. V.... S....

    MY WHOLE school-oh depression , ya ik what it is it's just being sad.

    Me-bitchhhhhhhhhhh, 🤨😒😤😤😤😤😠😠😑😵🙄 it's MUCH more than just fucking SADNESS

  66. 2.... L....

    loving you is suicide
    dont actually do it

  67. 2.... L....

    no one commite suicide it wont solve any thing

  68. M.... B....

    Idk how I feel most of the time

  69. -.... ....

    To abusers
    What if most precious girl to you had depression?
    - And commits sucide
    But you abused her.
    What if you were her, stabbing yourself becuase your thoughts are twisted, in a maze of *death* that doesn't end.......
    T h i n k a b o u t t h a t

  70. D.... K....

    Depression is just a common mental disorder that makes people go in severe sadness. What the best thing to do is not tell the internet, either tell your parents or go to the therapist, blabbering about your depression wont help, it just makes people kind of triggered. Also stay strong, People suffer worse situations, You need to appreciate what you have gotten, Some people have been homeless and abused at their step dad’s and that their mom abandoned them. Just please go look for some treatment or help, talking about it wont help. (Depression is common because in life you get something bad and something good, the cycle continues until either drama or the bad things happen more often than good things. Thats when you get depression.)

  71. U.... L....

    Never heard this song & never knew Rihanna made a song like that

  72. F.... ....

    Mom: What are you listening to?
    Me: Um....Rihanna.

  73. S.... G....

    Why isn’t this on Apple Music??

  74. H.... M....

    With her new friend and my new friend charlotte so I have to work alone and it’s so much stress

  75. H.... M....

    Well my friend is trying to cut me out every time there’s a project for school she goes

  76. l.... u....

    I always cry when she says "I'm tryna keep myself alive" cuz in reality all I want to do is die😞

  77. �.... S....

    I'm too tired.. and no not the let me take a nap tired I mean tired of living

  78. H.... Q....

    why can’t i find this on spotify :(

  79. S.... W....

    Hey anyone with depression i know it hard but don’t give up❤️❤️❤️

  80. L.... J....

    I bet people here don't have depression when they say " i have depression and this song is my life" lmao

  81. I.... S....

    “But my brain was wired wrong”

    😞 literally me

  82. C.... F....

    When I lose everyone I will commit suicide. No fucking joke.

    C.... F....

    I have lost everyone... But im still here why

  83. A.... O....

    I hate when people say suicide is for attention

  84. Z.... H....

    I have anxiety and my anxiety tricks my brain and I have been told I have depression. It’s not an okay thing to joke around. I was also told I was psychotic, thanks to my anxiety. And my anxiety made me very suicidal because I was always jumpy and afraid with my anxiety. I never knew what was gonna happen next.

  85. N.... E....

    Do you ever just feel like ... Your failing everybody ? Do you ever just feel like you pretending to be someone your not ? Do you ever just feel like crying ? Do you ever just feel like your second choice ? Do you ever feel like your not even a choice ? Do you ever feel like dying ? Do you ever feel nobody listens ? Well, any e yiu don't but I do... Idrek how to express it to people last time I did that... They said I was just looking for attention ... I told my mom I was suicidal and we both started crying... She said to always talk to her ... Bit little dies she know ... I don't. I can't . Nothing makes sense to me anymore... Schools getting harder... Life, people, family, myself even... Idrk why but I feel like it's just all fading away.... Dont get me wrong my friends love me and stuff so does my family ... But I don't love myself and that's the problem .... I wish I could change ... I dont like anythi g Abt me whatsoever... I feel like I'm hideous and maybe that's why nobody likes me...But I just wanted to right a goodbye maybe ... I love my family friends and everyone else ... It would be so hard to tell people this maybe .... But if I tell you that I feel like dying ... It's bc life is moving to fast and it's bc I can't keep up... My anxiety has been getting so much more worse... I always have weird breakdowns from our of nowhere ... Now, I've never bee diagnosed with depression or anything but ik to scared to even go to the doctor :( I'm sorry to everyone I've ever let down apparently I'm always the bad guy when everyone knows what the real story is... I feel like I can't even get close to God and I feel like I need serious help... I miss so many people I've let go for reasons I love every being that's been there for me... But now's my call ... Bye world it was nice knowing you ... Even tho it really wasn't .... It's been hard .... Yall have fun w/o me... As usual bye.

  86. a.... ....

    hey you if you're ever feeling down crying in your room try to find my comment and you can talk to me and ily

  87. U.... ....

    People going going threw depression can end that just think positive and don’t let people affect u be who u want to be and love yourself

  88. E.... g....

    This does not make it cool when you say "oh ya I cut myself"well I hope you realy feel better after because it helps o ly for a min after you back were you stated

  89. A.... D....

    Depression is serious, so don't even joke about it. Telling a depressed person to be happy is like telling an asthmatic person to just BREATHE as if it's so easy.

  90. I.... ....

    Please stay strong cause I love u from all of my heart

  91. S.... N....

    I got called a loner and told I have no life. I just want to be in peace.

  92. J.... S....

    this song reminded me of my 2 sisters and my younger brother that past away💔💔💔💔😭😭😭 i hope u guys r happy up there.

  93. E.... L....

    Someone with suicidal fantasy here too?

  94. F.... P....

    I get judged every day.

    By my looks.

    By how I dress.

    By how I speak.

    By my grades.


    Every word stabs through me, it hurts. Yet, I keep the thought in my mind at the times that I break. Everyone is beautiful, if you don’t think your beautiful get a better mirror, look a little closer, you are alive for a reason. Life is short, don’t end it, enjoy it.

    F.... P....

    Just be proud of yourself. Live for you. People will always judge you, they will always talk over you, they will always be mean because you're "different". They are just wrong. Keep enjoying life the way you like it, and 🖕 others. Ignore them.

  95. r.... ....

    Bitch this ain't Rihanna wtf

  96. b.... ....

    I'm so sad right now💔💔💔💔💔☹️

  97. c.... c....

    I want to die

  98. L.... S....

    I hate it when someone heads about someone else cutting themselves but instead of getting them ball they say "I hate that they cut themselves because they at not depressed like they are fine they just want attention* try saying that once they are gone.

  99. M.... H....

    Suicides not an option? Yeah you know what? Clearly it is an option. Why don't they put up a poster that says don't be a fucking dick to people why don't we put up that poster!

    What?, So if I kill myself do you die too?

    Alex standall 😔