Minaj, Nicki - Autobiography Lyrics






[Chorus:]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic
My voice projected my life reflected

Daddy was a crack fiend 2 in the morning had us running down the block like a track team

[Verse 1:]
When he burnt the house down and my mother was in it
How could I forget it? The pain is infinite
She's my queen and I ain't even British
She's the only reason that I went to school and I finished
She told me that I had talent
Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent
She saw something in me that, 'til this day I don't know if I could be that
But I'm a die trying and when I'm done crying
Grab the iron
And black out like I'm retiring
Nightmares of you killing my mother
The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers
and should've thrown a book at you 'cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at you

[Chorus: x2]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected

[Verse 2:]
Damn I wanna run to you
Hold you and kiss you tell you how I miss you
Thought I would have a son for you
But now it's officially over and I can't let you go
But I gotta let you know all the shit I did make it feel like I'm dying real slow,
'cause no one understands me they don't know what to do when I'm hurt when I'm angry
You was my friend and my man and my daddy,
You was there when that bitch tried to stab me anything I ever needed knew you had me
'Cause of you all them chicks couldn't stand me
So why I hurt you that's the question
It took this long for me to learn my lesson
'Cause now all I want is peace and get drama
I finally understand the true meaning of karma

[Chorus: x2]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected

Please baby forgive me, mommy was young, mommy was to busy tryna have fun
and now I don't pat myself on the back for sending you back
'cause god knows I was better than that to conceive then leave you the concept alone seems evil I'm trapped in my conscience
I adhere to the nonsense listened to people who told me I wasn't ready for you
But how the fuck would they know what I was ready to do
And of course it wasn't your fault
It's like I feel it in the air, I hear you saying mommy don't cry
can't you see I'm right here I gotta let you know what you mean to me
when I'm sleeping I see you in my dreams with me wish I could touch your little face
or just hold your little hand if it's part of gods plan, maybe we can meet again

[Chorus: x2]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected





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  1. A.... K....

    The Queen

  2. K.... G....

    2020 and still gives me the feels🖤

  3. A.... M....

    Queen 👑

  4. u.... M....

    😢😢

  5. R.... N....

    So pure. She is THE QUEEN of rap, coming from a tough place to where she is now. Nothing but respect for this lady!

  6. j.... ....

    2020 🙇🏽‍♀️

  7. R.... w....

    Love u Nikki

  8. I.... H....

    2020 yess

  9. B.... A....

    2019❤️

  10. D.... G....

    Who listening in 2020?🔥🔥

  11. F.... S....

    I can't ever stop to listining this music, cause i got an abortion too. And this verse makes me cry every moment i still listining. Nicki i still fuckin' love whole my fuckin' life QUEEN❤

  12. J.... J....

    January 2020?

  13. J.... W....

    This song is so real and real life I’m so happy I kept my son I’m so blessed I love cardi and I love Nicki but this song so real I can’t see my life without my little man

  14. Q.... L....

    2020 Nicki always be queen

  15. J.... B....

    I love u so much nicki😭💖

  16. J.... H....

    This song makes me cry so much and all things go like I love this side of onika 💖💖💖

  17. J.... S....

    Will ALWAYS be my favorite song by her 💕

  18. s.... b....

    🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️luv this talented woman

  19. K.... M....

    Happy birthday onika Tanya I’m here to use this song for your birthday tribute

  20. D.... S....

    Still bop this in 2019 going on 2020

  21. D.... K....

    the third verse made me tear up..i tried to not cry until the 3rd verse came

  22. m.... m....

    Nicki can make good songs if its coming fm the heart but she just got a lot of demons she called out hunting her soul now she cant get them out everything she built is crumbling

  23. L.... M....

    In 1:52 was she talking about a boyfriend she cheated on that always had her back 🤔?

  24. V.... J....

    Who is here end of 2k19.

  25. H.... L....

    Always a nicki fan regardless.... Nuff love❤😘

  26. m.... n....

    This is a Queen.

  27. M.... M....

    OMG! The second verse is about Kenny!

  28. j.... f....

    Nicki I'm so sorry u had to go through this......this is why your a queen

  29. M.... V....

    Still here💯❤️💔

  30. S.... T....

    8 years later and I still love this song , all the Barbz give me a like 💗🦄👸🏽

  31. J.... O....

    This is deep and my life too.

  32. a.... x....

    the church parts ruined the song

  33. n.... w....

    I'm jus finding out about this song 😓 it deep asf

  34. M.... M....

    2019🙋🏽‍♂️

  35. A.... R....

    🥰🥰🥰🥰

  36. A.... G....

    man you could hear the pain in her voice all throughout this song 😢

  37. M.... K....

    2019 💗

  38. M.... P....

    first time listening to this song.... I just cried 😭😭 it's so deep...she misses her son

  39. M.... B....

    I love you queen I felt this your music always moves me;)

  40. B.... ....

    The Last Part Make Me Miss My Baby. No Abortion. Got Jumped And Lost Mine. I Just Hope Its Part Of God Plans And We Can Meet Again. Mommie Miss You Jayla Marie 😪

  41. T.... g....

    Nicki 😩🤧

  42. B.... b....

    You can hear that she is hurt

  43. D.... P....

    What happens to her baby daddy?🤷🏾‍♀️

    D.... P....

    Dae Plummer he died

  44. J.... L....

    I just want u here where u belong 🙃real shit GMorning .

  45. D.... C....

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oXrREd-8UOs&pbjreload=10

  46. B.... L....

    One of my favorite songs by her, when she was the "old Nicki" .. where is this Nicki at???

  47. K.... Y....

    😢❤️

  48. A.... M....

    2:30 this part always kills me inside

  49. A.... a....

    Nicki I love you

  50. B.... C....

    Can’t believe my girl fina retire 🔥

  51. M.... I....

    I shall always love Nicki. She has been through a lot . I hope that she starts her family soon . !

  52. y.... m....

    2019😍

  53. H.... J....

    anyone else still cryin to this in 2019?

  54. T.... b....

    This why i fw her & always will , period !

  55. F.... ....

    Man. I was listening to her first mixtapes and this wasnt on datpiff. Glad i was looking it up. This track is one special.

  56. S.... C....

    now playing

  57. T.... W....

    🥺🥺🥺She really retired y’all 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😥💔🦄👑👑

  58. S.... s....

    You know how it feels when ur about to cry yeah thx a lot nicki 😢 💖

  59. R.... C....

    Oh how they forget ... love you Nick

  60. J.... T....

    Was she talking about her abortion?

    J.... T....

    Jaylon Thegoat yes

  61. H.... ....

    Just came after she announced her retirement 😢

  62. G.... M....

    Chills❤️💯

  63. D.... M....

    Who’s here after the rapper book

  64. p.... b....

    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

  65. F.... C....

    September 2019 anyone?
    👇

    F.... C....

    October 2019😊

  66. R.... G....

    Please don’t retire yet

  67. b.... A....

    Who on good NG down Nicki old songs since y'all Hurd she retireing




    JuSt ME

  68. T.... M....

    This gives me chills

  69. m.... K....

    💔💔💔💔😔

  70. k.... m....

    Please don't retire Queen!!

  71. O.... T....

    😢😢😢😢😢

  72. A.... B....

    People asking for "old Nicki" to come back have to understand that her older stuff is beautiful to listen to, but was coming from a painful place. We can't ask her to damage her mental to write songs that please some people. Ntm that the GP would say she's trying to get sympathy points when she's being deep

  73. W.... J....

    The old Nicki 🦄 started from here to retiring . Your music has always been my favs and inspires me so much . My idol . I LOVE YOU❤️

  74. K.... M....

    She can't retire 💔💔

  75. R.... D....

    ❤️😓

  76. A.... C....

    Bruh my mf heart ❤️ can’t believe she retiring uhggggggg I just wanna give her a head

  77. P.... ....

    who came here after Nicki's Tweet ?😭😭

  78. s.... s....

    She's untouchable

  79. C.... T....

    Can not believe your retiring Onika!! My heart aches
    💔

  80. O.... N....

    Love this music!! Story of my life ☹️

  81. A.... A....

    2019 anyone????

  82. G.... C....

    Thank you onika maraj 🙏

  83. D.... E....

    #weloveyounicki

  84. S.... M....

    who is here after Nicki saying She is retiring

  85. I.... a....

    Who's here after the news of Nicki retiring?

  86. A.... V....

    2019👑🌟🙏🏽

  87. y.... y....

    don’t retire please 😰😰

  88. z.... k....

    whos here after nicki retiring 😭😭

  89. M.... G....

    Anyone here after Nicki announced her retirement on Twitter moments ago!? 😩😭

  90. W.... T....

    This song gone always be good

  91. T.... F....

    You can tell how real this song is because she referred to herself as Nicki miraj

  92. D.... R....

    Still the queen. She’s been it since before the world knew her name ❤️

  93. J.... M....

    2019 still here ❤

  94. o.... o....

    September 2019