Lil Donald - Suicide Lyrics

If anyone got them suicidal thoughts please reach out to someone even if it's a stranger...I lost an old ex/friend to suicide on 12/16/2019 nine days before Xmas...
R.I.P
LaPorsha a.k.a Lala

Fid help my fanily not come back

They say this is family shit I dont got no family my family left my mama dont care my daddy dk what the fuck is going on with my life... maybe one day someone show me they love me more then what they say... life is a bitch the ones we think love us use us make us feel nothing but shit this is life. This song make feel some typ of way it gets in my feelings 🥺

I did some fucked up shit to not my blood cousin but she more like a sister to me I was flirting with her boyfriend and yes ik I’m a piece of shit and I lost her cause of so and I hate myself for doing it and idk what else to do but to kill myself cause of the fact I did my family like that and now I’m dead to her and now I’m going to be dead to the world GOODBYE WORLD 👋🏼 -Lexi

Only some of us really relate to the lyrics in this song... 😔

im crying rn this is saving my life

It's hard fighting through the pain everyday... family ... friends...drugs... whatever it is gotta stay strong and you get to a dark place and come back brighter and you get beat down and come back stronger... gotta fight through it .. you only live once in this lifestyle gotta do all the things you haven't... cuz once you do it it "ain't no coming back"... gotta move on even if it hurts

Rap like this I can do but that mumble shit I just can’t

Ughhhhhh this song like how does he kno my pain

Im trying I swear..🥺

💔💔 felt this shii on a whole other level

It's taking all I got this song saved me coming out of an abusive relationship I felt I had noone this song means alot to me

Made me feel even more sad listening to it because I can relate so much right now. I've got 5 kids.. and im Pregnant again. All my friends vanished. I e been REALLY overwhelmed and depressed. I tried to take my life twice the past two months. I tried drowning myself. But I didn't have the balls and I finally got the nerve to take a knife to my throat. It was like something took over my body, I blacked out. I walked to the kitchen, I didn't hear my kids talking or playing all I heard was the silverware being moved around by me looking for a knife. I hid the knife in my pants. My husband said he tried to talk to me but I just walked right past him. I went to the bathroom and locked the door. I laid in the tub and shut the curtain. And by the time I got the knife out he kicked the door in. All I could do was look at him. And cry. It's been two weeks and this came across my home screen on YouTube and feelings came back. Just hearing that someone UNDERSTANDS how I feel and it makes me feel less crazy. I try to talk to family or my mom. But I end up getting the things I talk about used against me. I do think it's selfish that I could up and leave my kids and possibly kill a unborn baby by killing myself. But, I've been through alot. My life was taken from me by a man when I was 5! And I e had issues since then. So noone will never understand. I've been on meds I've done talking. Nothing helps. Im ruined

R.I.P me🖤

I tried 5 years ago and I really am grateful my sister pulled me off that bridge now I have a beautiful neice and a damn good job and ive came a long way and still going lil Donald keep spreading love my guy 💙💙💙❤️

Death is easy living is way harder!!!!!!!

This song hits me so hard. I have been feeling suicidal for a long time and i think it's time to kms because i cant take the pain anymore. I am just tired of everyone playing with my emotions and using me. Im tired of my mom not talking to me im sick and tired of the pain and depression. Even though 6 people care about me.

I'm number 7. I'm going thru allot my self. But let's stay strong.

That Moment When A Complete Stranger Makes A Song That Helps You When The People In Your Life That You've Known For Years Dont Even Try To.....

ShoutOut To You Lil ' Donald For Saving Lives. You Reached Me And I Needed To Hear This... AND Shout Out To WhoEver Else Is In My Same Position And Or Situation.... Stay Strong , Cause Like I Always Say .... Depression Is Like A War Cause You Either Win OR Die Trying.... ?.?.?...! <> ?

If it weren’t for my kids I wouldn’t be here without them I’m nothing they are my only reason to keep moving forwards and therefore I’ll never give up on my family as long as I’m alive

Ik how you feel if u ever need to talk im here

Brayleigh Williams every day is a battle to stay happy and not let my bipolar manic depressive get in the way of my life but it does ive cut I’ve hurt my family and all I want is to be the good person I’ve always thought I was but it’s not enough anymore no help I get will ever be enough

Destiny murioz, You got that shit right!😥

💔😭 Love hurt's!!!

Where is the love when u need it?




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To all the ladies and gentleman You are beautiful and someone in this world loves you counting me even if i dont know you

This one if them songs I wouldn’t play on the aux in the car cause I’ll really be in my feelings 😭

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I feel like suicde is the only thing to take my pain away

You are not alone. If you need a friend I'm here

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Love this! 🙏🏾💪🏾

R.I.P 40 seconds cuz a beautiful soul is gone every 40 sec from suicide.💜💜💜

It's harder when your so call family have you feeling like this🙄😥🤦

i needed this <3

This song actually saves my life.....so many days I have to listen to this, so I won't do it :(

My mom killed herself 😭

This song just makes me cry.

Sad thing is my “family” is one of the biggest reasons for me feeling like this....

I went to kill myself but i can’t I did a lot of shit in my life I been to jail and I can’t take that shit back I can’t even tell my mom about it feel so fuck up

My real family don’t care about me

this song explains how i feel ..

Suicidal cause of my own mom

Every time I feel like giving up I play this song ... also for the two little boys who killed them selves on my reservation.

My teacher told us today some words can mean so much to people good or bad. Like we don’t know what be going on in life

Anyone else crying while listening 😔😥😓

I cried in the car and shivered in the heat walking into my empty home no one gonna help me no matter how many times I told my mom my grandma I don't wanna be here and when they noticed my scars and here I am still here today getting closer and closer to the end

I'm so tired of being alone

When yr own kids hate you it's the worst feeling 😭💔🎶🎶🎶

Currently listening to this because I’m crying my eyes out and feel suicidal.. what’s new :’)

I am feeling all of these right now, just started listening to this I started breakdown crying my family doesn’t care about me

Deep on so on point!! Loving the beat!! #ItsAVIBE

this gave me chills 💯 this speaks TRUTH

This song saved me from a dark place, thanks lil donald

Wow hit me like a ton of bricks. I read this thread and see so many people struggling. Its a harsh cruel world at times..just have to try to keep pushing and never stop trying. Everyday is a new day. If all we have done is convince ourselves we are worthy of one more day then thats a good day...

My best friend killed himself, a year later my other best friend kills himself, 2 years later my sister kills herself, my other sister attempted multiple times, I attempted multiple times but I realised we need to keep living our life till our death comes natural, so what if life's hard cause you're strong enough to get through it. NEVER GIVE UP

Last month september 16th I tried taking my life God didn't let that happen he didn't let me take my own life. I was in an unconscious state. I pissed myself. But God lifted me people say I'm delusional when I tell them he saved me I say they're the ones who don't know what's real 💯 once I came too. My life hasxhanged. Love everywhere because I felt the love from my creator when he saved me that's the love I try to give to everyone I meet 💯

this hurts my heart so much bc everything he saying is exactly what’s I been going through man . I needed this .

I ain't got noone left in my fam other then my mom my sister's live like 12 hours aways i was abandoned I'm not even 18 yet

I needed this so bad.

Saw my friend take his own life shit changes you.

tangina ang sakit :((((

This song literally has saved my life... I was just about to do it. I heard this song, broke down in tears collapsing on the floor

I'm glad you are better

This song real ah💯💪🏼❤

I don't want to kill myself but I do want to die I see my life as worthless it means nothing to me even Yahweh won't even talk to me

Omg how did u know?.....i was heart broken and i wanted to die. This song rly helped me 😔 thank u💖

This shit here makes me rethink when I start battling ma own demons..

frlz kurrencey that how i felt to

Wow love this❤️

I just pulled in my driveway after thinking of wrecking my truck this song came on I was partially off the road already everything happens for a reason I guess

I needed to hear this...

This is the song I listen to when I am depressed. Like I wanted to kill myself last night. But I am just gonna deal with this shit

first time i heard it i cried so much and i still do....its true i wanna end my life i was gonna pop pills but i heard this and realized how much people hurt i would leave behind.....dont you do yo family like that.....once you do it they aint no coming back....look in the mirror your beautiful.....this song is amazing thank you lil Donald....the devil gonna let up cause God got you!!!!

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I love u to

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Thanks bro this made me think

When someone is going through some shit the feeling of being alone in the world is one of the worst things that people go through

I actually overdosed on some pills not to long ago. Like a week ago. I’ve been struggling a lot with getting through the days. I felt that all the pain and the hurt I’ve been dealing with would all go away once I took those pills and once I did it, I hurt the ones that love me. This song means so much to me and I wish I could of heard it before I tried to kill myself. There is a reason why I’m still alive and that is because of God. He was with me from the moment I took those pills and he is still with me now. I am so glad I am alive and I am currently still trying to get some help for myself by talking to someone ❤️

Just listen to a made up playlist by utube. I just happened to hear this song. Almost had me in tears so I stopped to comment. This joint 🙏🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🙏 wow!

Have u ever spent so long to find a song that was perfect for your feelings this is mine😔

I'm not beautiful & I am TIRED... My mother was murdered last year 😭😩😓 and I just want to join her 😭😭😭😭😔😭 I don't have any real friends I don't really have a lot of family I just wish this misery was over 💔

Lil Donald the truth and that's facts

It hard I’m crying and cutting myself because my bestie blocked me and said never want be friend never again

Its crazy how this popped on my suggestion cuz I've been having suicidal thoughts 😭

this song makes me cry every mf time mane.

I love this song I have tried to commit suicide with pills hanging myself jumping in the middle of the hwy.. finally I was sent to River Crest hospital in San Angelo TX an I'm learning new coping strategies... So to any facing this situation don't give up get help

I can’t wait for the day my parents find me dead somewhere in one of their house 😓☹️after all the pain n heartaches they brought to me

This is meaningful 💜

This song gives me goosebumps every time... 😴😴

I just listened to it and that my life

i always feel like im alone
and suicide is always calling me ..
everytime i felt empty i just make run to hide and cry so that no one can notice what i feel .. and i can't tell to my mom that in pain 😭 how can i fight this kind of feeling ??

No bs my family got me feeling like this...alot of shi tha been happening to my fam is bc of me but like damn don't have remind me bc it ain't helping me...y'all feel me?💔🌹💀

Thank you.. ♡

So true my family eoes it every day

I'm tired of trying

You may think no one cares about you trust me one person will always care about you and that’s god 🙏🏽

Shout out to my children and their families. Daddy CoCos mistakes will one day be your riches and lessons i pass on to become what im not. 4Ever N 4Always giving those less fortunate....

Father of Heirs,
SoCrAtEs & FaScAdEs

to late5555

This song makes me Cheer up, but it's for the mean time 😔

This hit so hard 💔

This song has alot of meaning to me ally thoughts are gone now thank you for this inspirational song

Cryinn as i listened to this.....im a single momma whos 21 yrs old.. life taking a toll on me..fuckin with my mental & ive been feelin suicidal..i needed to listen to these lyrics... Thank you!

To anyone going thru tha same , just know i love you ❤ youre here for a reason...its hard but WE WILL get thru this yall. 💪

This song need to be topin the charts great message!