lil aaron - ALONE ON XMAS EVE Lyrics

All alone on Christmas Eve
Feels like every other week
Smokin', no one goes to sleep
All alone on Christmas Eve
Thought you said that you'd be here
Shit's the same as every year
Promises you never keep
All alone on Christmas Eve
Christmas Eve

Guess I'd be lyin' if I said I ain't expect this
'Cause you were lyin' when you said that we were special
I'm out here dyin' girl you know I'm gettin' desperate
I'm gettin' desperate, yeah
Don't try to tell me that you know a thing about this
'Cause you the worst thing, there ain't no way around it
You said you'd make it up to me but girl I doubt it
I fuckin' doubt it, yeah

Next time I won't let my hopes get high
I'll just stay home all alone and get high

All alone on Christmas Eve
Feels like every other week
Smokin', no one goes to sleep
All alone on Christmas Eve
Thought you said that you'd be here
Shit's the same as every year
Promises you never keep
All alone on Christmas Eve
Christmas Eve

I probably deserve this
I'm such a shitty person
I thought that we were worth it
But I know that nothing's perfect
You said everything would be okay
Then you took what we had and threw it away

Next time I won't let my hopes get high
I'll just stay home all alone and get high

All alone on Christmas Eve
Feels like every other week
Smokin', no one goes to sleep
All alone on Christmas Eve
Thought you said that you'd be here
Shit's the same as every year
Promises you never keep
All alone on Christmas Eve
Christmas Eve