Julien Baker - Appointments Lyrics
I'm staying in tonight
I won't stop you from leaving
I know that I'm not what you wanted
Am I?
Wanted someone who I used to be like
Well, don't argue it's not worth the effort to lie
You don't want to bring it up
And I already know how we look
You don't have to remind me so much
How I disappoint you
It's just that I talked to somebody again
That knows how to help me get better
Until then I should just try not to miss anymore
Appointments
That I know I can live with it
Nothing turns out like I pictured it
Maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases
I think if I fail again
That I know you're still listening
Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright
And I know that it's not, but I have to believe that it is
I have to believe that it is
I have to believe that it is
(I have to believe it, I have to believe it)
I have to believe that it is
(Probably not, but I have to believe that it is)
And when I tell you that you that it is
Oh, it's not for my benefit
Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright
Oh, I know that it's not, but I have to believe that it is
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Julien Baker Appointments Comments
just posted a piano rendition of this song on my channel if anyone in the comments is interested ♡
https://youtu.be/aTxkiHp00jc
Her singing Matts part, where is her head
Different version of a headspace
Exactly what I'm going through
Feel like a broken worthless failure who'll never amount to shit. Feel like I'll die before I improve myself. Feel like my future is ether death or living on the street. Feel like a hopeless coward who can't do shit and can't rely on himself. Feel like my lack of purpose, drive or discipline will destroy me. Feel like my anger makes me a demon.
I have never heard someone describe what I'm going through so accurately word for word.
@Dae Dae I'm sorry you're going through this same stuff. It's really tough to deal with and it makes you feel so weak and alone. I hope you'll manage to get through it somehow as I'm trying to do atm. I got extremely fucked up recently and ended up in emergency with no shirt after blacking out so I'm trying to figure shit out.
they used to play this song at my work y’all catch me cryin in the bathroom
Oh, the number of times I’ve come back to this video just to have a cleansing cry.
I felt this... good for you for putting it into words. Keep going on Julien... I'm with you.
This is literally my life
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This song will literally rip your heart out, repair it, and then put it back in
Oh sweet Julien.
This is one of the best music videos of the last 5 years.
I heard this on Catfish: The TV Show when a girl took off running crying back to the car after meeting her catfish in person. It's not my typical kind of music but I liked it so I kept rewinding that part of the episode and Shazaming it until I found out what song it was and now I have this song on one of my playlist...
I hate breakups so much. I hate the pain. I hate having feelings. I hate being a human.
I've been listening to her music for a few months and I connected to her expression of mental illness from the beginning. I just found out today shes a lesbian like me and i feel connected to her music on another level now. some people may say it's silly liking someone's art more because of their sexuality but fuck it!
This is actually a good song from a real artist.
I have to believe that it is.....
Tears streaming down my face.
It's not often that I cannot come up with something to say but I cannot come up with any sentences after this. I was listening to Phoebe Bridgers' album and I thought I'd check and see if she had put out anything new. So I saw that Phoebe and this young lady put out an EP. I was just about click on one of their songs but I decided to scroll down a bit further and I stumbled onto this. This has just leveled me. I am just through. Julien Baker. Wow. I am through.
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Wraith. They’re still whole. Wraith. God of Earth
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I've always interpreted the dancers as the "depression" that you can't completely escape, no matter how hard you try or how beautiful of a place you are in. They're always going to be there, you can't escape them, but you can deal with them.
Interesting interpretation. I was thinking: "curious--an unnecessary distraction..." But, you may be onto something; I'll consider this when I rewatch the video.
Hey there everyone. I'm a country blues rock musician in Memphis Tennessee. It would mean the world to me if you could check out my music. 🎶❤️🙏
Thank you
A friend of mine. Completely shared this video. Stopping you from Eden. Used to be like an angel tonight. Now, you think I’m trying. Guardian Angels. Don’t hear you bringing it up. No need to remind me what it will be like to big. Musician get big. I get smaller and smaller. I am ZZB. Not starting debates. Nor poems. In Paris. I throw Oranges to the wind. In the airport, I smile and cry real big. I think forward. I sit still. And cry it well. Everything turns out so well. Big dreams turn out well. A lessons in canvases. Sculptures. Making sculptures for kids. It’s all beautiful to think about when you win. You’re free like it. You’re free like it is. Listen to how free it is. Proving you’re free like this. Proving you(‘)r(e) free like this. It ends and the real world begins. It ends. Proving you(‘)r(e) free like this.
The playlist Alone again from Spotity brought me here. Amazing song!
this adam uhl guy is good
stevie tone death
Anyone else here from Endless Summer Quinn Kelly? :0
I have had to keep re watching as the music makes me forget to watch the video
There's a part II, uploaded it to my channel for anyone who wants to hear it. so much love for this song and artist.
This is so weird when listening on 2x lmao
I absolutely love this song tho it’s a masterpiece
Her signature gait...
She makes me feel so much,, so much,, she makes me feel..
This is the most beautiful thing I’ve heard on YouTube.
Love it .
Spotify recommended this 🤩
Excuse me miss can you spare me some feels?
Beautifully sung idyllic song but most bizarre vid after leaving the house 😎✌️
Who's still listening to this and missing their appointments?
“Maybe it’s all gonna turn out alright and I know that it’s not but I have to believe that it is.”
Lovely song 🙂
poor little depressed Julien.
holy shit.
When the dancers hugged her at the end, I almost died.
So you lying to your self huh?
what is this bullshit
same. this is me.
Maybe also joustene.com
Better than Billie eyelash
Ugh, I love the moment when she gets up and goes for a drive, trying to leave it all behind at the house - and the moment she gets out, there are all the same feelings, following her out of the car.
pearland high school varsity did their winter guard show to this son and made 12th place in championships this weekend! when the show is released on youtube you should watch it. its a really amazing performance
Ojalá esta canción durara una hora
Jaimie if you read this know that I am there for you if ever you want me to be.
This is such a beautiful song
My inspiration, my heart❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Her music is the only thig that brings out the tears and hurt trapped by my suppressed emotions and inability to express them
It's been a year since last comment. This is beautiful, and more people should know her work.
💘 song that can take you to another world
Can't hear this song and not cry everytime
Is that a boy or a girl?
She is so stunning in every way.
Oh yeah
I’m fucking sobbing and curling into a ball in the club rn
Thank you Last Call Carson Daley!!!
4:00 she's so tiny but her voice just fuckin BELTS man
this is the best indie music video I've ever seen.
She is so talented as a singer and songwriter. She is also beautiful to look at, and watch her belt out those lyrics.
Amazing talent!!!
“Maybe its all gonna turn out alright, and I know that it’s not, but I have to believe that it is”... hits my soul to the core
The intro reminds me with novo amor
FEBRUARY IN SEOUL, LET'S GO!
My 2019 song. I know I did everything I could. I fought so hard for your freedom Tadd. I love you. This is eating my soul. I have to believe this all ends. 🥀
Wow! Love you Julien.
Man this is one rad bitch huh... Another person who never learned how to play music before she started selling herself. Doesn't talk about anything important, she isn't clever, just textbook cookie cutter shit shoving herself in front of peoples faces. Grab all the lesbos and shake em down since she is obviously one cool bitch.
Nothing special, more or less talking louder than someone who might have something important to say. Whore. Oh sing it like you're not in it for the money.
Why start being honest now.
,dan'
So sad, so beautiful, so perfect
Funny how I found this artist... I was telling Google to make an appointment and the dumb thing goes "Here's a matching video" so it led me to this.
And that's the story of how I found an amazing artist by mistake. Thanks google! ❤
Last Call brought me here
this is good stuff
Oh my heart...*heart explodes* *dies*
She is so amazing idk how to express how great everything about her music is. Im in love lol
I just found out about her today. She and her voice so very pretty
0:38 Sounds like the producer over egged the auto-tuner on "Lea-ving..."
Novak Ingood she doesn’t use autotune
Schmaltzy AF
Ok, I think I'm in love
She plays for the other team. FYI.
Got to met her! was super cool and signed a copy of green and eggs and ham I had on me
oh sweet julien, i wish i could hug you
Officially another Julien Baker #fangirl. Please bring Boygenius to New Zealand! I’d buy all your tickets to make it worthwhile but you’d be sold out anyway.
Kind of BORING.
Dear entitled youth of the 2010's. You really do not have it that bad, cheer up.
My father was drafted after college to serve in Vietnam in 1970, and he served over the objection of my mother who pleaded with him not to go, and he served even though he had just started a company with a few partners who were skittish about losing him for two years. Can you imagine a single Millennial who would do that? Even one? I can't.
.... 😣😭
Can’t believe she’s coming to Korea!!!!
Julien Baker and NeverShoutNever
a friend said i reminded them of you and id never heard your music before so i watched this live show and have come to believe were connected somehow in this lifetime. im 20 and also making music, not near the par you are due to not lack of experience but opportunity. no one is completely similar but i find myself a lot in you as little as i know, and it was incredible to see you speak so soft, use such similar mannerisms. your voice is beautiful, id hope you see this comment because youve pushed me in some way to believe my dreams might be possible but if you dont youre music is in my soul.