Jon Bellion - Stupid Deep Lyrics






What if who I hoped to be was always me?
And the love I fought to feel was always free?
What if all the things I've done, yeah
Were just attempts at earning love? Yeah
'Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, stupid deep

What if where I've tried to go was always here?
And the path I've tried to cut was always clear?
Why has life become a plan, yeah
To put some money in my hand?
When the love I really need is stupid cheap, stupid cheap

What if who I hoped to be was always me?
And the love I fought to feel was always free?
What if all the things I've done
Were just attempts at earning love? Yeah
'Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, oh, stupid deep

What if who I hoped to be was always me?
And the love I fought to feel was always free?
What if all the things I've done (What if all the things I've done)
Were just attempts at earning love?
Though the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, oh, stupid deep

Deep





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  1. A.... A....

    Jon songs + lyrics + drop = heaven. . .


    Thanks for the beautiful song.

  2. C.... _....

    You make me free

  3. M.... B....

    This song is Stupid Good.

  4. V.... -....

    You can't imagine how much I love you

  5. D.... C....

    This was too deep for 1.1k people

  6. J.... G....

    Why did someone attach Kyle's album cover + 20 photos (Not part of the download) and download them onto my phone when I downloaded my FB

  7. T.... M....

    OMIGOD this man right here!!!!! Dude if you see my comment YOU ARE AWESOME!!! DON'T EVER STOP!!

  8. A.... F....

    Although payed at a great cost, but now the Love of Jesus is stupid cheap ❤️

  9. L.... M....

    I love how the song gets louder and clearer its like it was scared at first or a bit unsure but towards the end it was just putting everything out there and not caring about what others think and desperate to be heard, then more people sing because its people that care and won't judge and they fill in the space, fill in the hole in our hearts, but then it all just ends up in silence because in the end we would have to face some things on our own and its terrifying but we need to pull through.


    sounds like a lot of bs but its just how i interpret the song. i think its underappreciated and beautiful. its the am let me live.

  10. B.... S....

    You are my life’s biggest inspiration

  11. Y.... D....

    hy guys check my channel i remixed this song . thank you ~

  12. �.... �....

    👍👍

  13. M.... G....

    Love it so much ❤

  14. J.... O....

    I looooovve the underwater scene. So well done.

  15. N.... P....

    Who else was here before 500k subs

  16. P.... V....

    Happy birthday 🥳 🎊🎉🎂 I’m here because my kid loves you. 💜💕

  17. M.... ....

    When you restart the song halfway through because you realize you weren’t appreciating it enough 💜

  18. A.... Z....

    jon bellion is one of the greatest musicians of all time but no one understands the feelings and effort he puts in his music who agrees

  19. i.... ....

    I'm sobbing.

  20. T.... G....

    This whole song always makes me cry ❤️😍

  21. K.... L....

    I FEEL U LIKE NOTHING ELSE

  22. A.... D....

    I love this guy's songs...

  23. p.... p....

    I'm going to try and not sound like a big ol whiny bitch after my previous comments. Sometimes the hardest part about changing, or trying to change, is by the time we finally get it through our drug addled, foggy psyches that it's indeed time to change things around, there's simply no one left to do it for. You may say to me "well J, you're an adult. You should be able to make responsible choices by now" and you'd be right. Drug addicts especially though need constant affirmation and acknowledgment. (Seriously, for most of us hourly reminders that we're doing the best fucking job in the world for not using would not be enough.) For me the biggest source and most motivating factor for any positive change is being in a relationship, and of course there's the catch because I'm in no shape to have a healthy relationship at the moment. I need to take a bit better care of myself and hopefully present myself in a respectable level before I can try and start socializing and stuff. It's been about 2 years since I've had any meaningful conversation and contact with women, I don't remember being awkward at all when I wanted to actually talk to someone. But now I feel like I'm literally on stage, in front of a crowd and feel pressure that I never felt before. Instead of just being normal and enjoying a simple conversation or meeting someone, I'll imagine (and this is gotten so bad it's affecting my life) " what would the worst and most spectacularly bad things to think and say at that moment?". Not to mention, when you're 31 and your social circle has evaporated by alienating and isolating yourself for so long, it's a lot harder to meet new people/women than I thought. Most people feel taken aback or confrontational if you introduce yourself to them on the street, or in a store somewhere, and one of my worst nightmares is simply walking up to someone I think is cute and introducing myself to them "Hey, my names J, I noticed blah blah blah" and them instantly giving you that "You're fucking annoying/disgusting/leave me alone" reaction. One second you think you're being friendly, and hopefully at the very least a little attractive, and the next you're literally the target of everyones attention because you're the weirdo harassing someone on the street. "GUYS! Get a load of this sleazy sleezeball trying to chat up girls, ugh stay away from me, don't even dare look at my kid either" holy shit lady I just said hello, how are you. Recently, I helped someone that didn't have a place for the night so I made her some pizza, let her shower/take care of herself and I'm not the total "play cute/dumb white knight piece of shit" but for the sake of making her feel comfortable, and to appear as non confrontational and safe as possible I've started to adopt a total exaggerated I'm-so-not-interested-I'm-physically-turning-my-head-and-staying-away-from-all-contact. Now of course, there's never been an intention or impulse to hurt/molest/etc but when you're suspected or accused of something like that even behaving in a normal manner, and casually looking at people can be taken as "You're a total perv". Now in this case the person I was helping was perfectly fine, but had some panic and asked me "why are you doing this?" (*edit* Have to clarify that she meant it as a compliment, why I was being particularly helpful without expecting/asking for anything in return). I know, I know I'm totally bitching and things are the way they are, because there are some dog shit guys/women that do all sorts of depraved things to strangers.

  24. p.... p....

    Man, it's embarrassing to be in the place that I'm now in my life, knowing what I had worked so hard/sacrificed so much for in the earlier years of my life. Sometimes I still get soccer dreams from time to time, and feel that familiar feeling of "ahhh, ok I don't need to panic! I have another contract/opportunity." my entire life I've learned from age 5-6 that no matter how bad things are going in my life - people might not like me, or school sucks, what's my future, how am I going to earn money, will girls like me, am I cool? - if I shined as a superstar on the field the world opened up. Everything was forgiven, teachers and obstacles were removed/ignored. I was special. Now I know what you're thinking "Wow, fuck this idiot. He's whining that he now has to deal with the real world "haha, how does that feel bitch! You thought you're better than me/us eh?" I'm merely sharing a perspective, and I never thought myself better than anyone despite enjoying special treatment in certain ways. From age 5-6 until I signed my first pro contract at 15, (I finished my career at 23/24) I had to make yearly trips to elite euro clubs, my education was pretty much ignored as much as possible. If I performed well my father would completely forgive anything and everything else, I had immunity. At every stage, as a child until the very end 23-24, all the problems that I faced were solved by performing, and therein lays the problem, that it becomes literally the ONLY thing that could fix my problems. I didn't learn to develop better habits and work ethic with schooling, or pursue any other interests (all my energy and time was dedicated towards training/recovering). The saddest part of where I'm at now, is sometimes I still wonder exactly the cliche aging has-been, "hey, I should get back training and make some calls, and see if-" I cut myself off before that thought goes any further, but that's how I fixed every single problem in my life. I hated soccer, I literally loathed the game. I was incredibly bitter and cynical, and no matter how hard I tried (throwing away $$$ contracts), I couldn't seem to just walk away from the game. Why did I quit at 19/20 (threw away a very lucrative, and pretty much life setting contract/opportunity) and have enough money and time to really establish and create any life that I could have ever wanted to live, and instead end up a year later begging for a new chance. It was the only way I knew how to fix things. Once I started re training for Utrecht(2nd chance) my Dad started helping me/healed our relationship which in turn made everyone in the house happy. My confidence returns, I get a girlfriend, I get my try out and sign a new contract/new opportunity and everything feels great - I did it! I fixed everything. Everything is normal again. Whew. All I had to do was to make sure that I was playing/training well and everything fixed itself.

    I feel utterly pathetic that at 31, and after all that I've said about the negative effects it's had on my life, and how I'd like to live, that I'd die for another chance to fix things in the only way that I knew/know how. Train, try out, contract, life's good. But that phone doesn't ring, and no one gives a shit about that one time you played in the Europa Cup, had a few bucks in your pocket, and know how to train to become a pro. Because ultimately I know that what I did, train as a Canadian player and become a top rated talent among the best clubs in Europe and finally breakthrough to the first team and actually make it - it's useless knowledge/experience. I'm the 0.0001% of the talent pool in Vancouver, and I would never put another kid through the sacrifices that I made (and my father) to make it.

    There's a quote from a movie called Confessions of a Dangerous Mind that I often played over and over when I was a kid and stuck with me ever since. In the movie it's slightly different I think.

    "When you are young, your potential is infinite. You might do anything, really. You might be Einstein. You might be DiMaggio. Then you get to an age where what you might be gives way to what you have been. You weren't Einstein. You weren't anything. That's a bad moment."

  25. t.... A....

    Owl city like voice

  26. D.... C....

    Jon only really had one popular song which was all time low but all of his need to number one on the billboards cause he is one of the rarest artist out there keep it up🙏🙏

  27. D.... ....

    How to make a top comment:
    1. Say something about the background.
    2. Say : who is watching in 2017?
    3: Make a beat drop joke.
    4 write the lyrics.
    5.say a random joke.
    6. Do what I am doing now.
    7. Make a list.
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    Joke

    10. Making a long comment.
    11.say : like if your still reading
    12 saying a meme.
    13. Saying : Hi random person scrolling through the comments!
    14. Copy pasting like me!
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    Like if you agree ( also one :D )

  28. S.... ....

    TBH.. I feel like Jon bellion needs to sign with one of the big major labels... He should be up there with the grammys and everything.

    S.... ....

    Nooooooooo no no no the big labels just care about money. If there's one force on our planet that kills creativity and genuinity then it's the big music label companies. Jon's talents stands for itself, he doesn't need the big labels to make it "big".

  29. K.... R....

    Ich liebe alle seine Songs, aber dieser macht mich glücklich, obwohl ich weinen muss...

  30. Y.... �....

    Damn imagine if Disney hires Jon Bellion to do a song for a Disney movie

  31. g.... m....

    My love for this guy... I just discovered true music exists though this guy

  32. i.... m....

    why is everyone trying to be relatable in the comments

  33. E.... N....

    Goosebumps every single time😍👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

  34. D.... ....

    2:44 stoopid deep

  35. T.... H....

    Jon's style of music is unique. So as himself, I always listen to his voice every morning 🎧🎷

  36. C.... ....

    I am head over heels about everything about the song except the annoying dubstep drop. To me it just doesn’t belong at all. Otherwise it’s a beautiful song that makes me cry but it just almost makes me laugh when it does the awful dubstep part like 5 times. I’m not referring To the part near the end that is beautiful, too.

  37. S.... J....

    Crazy stupid redeeming depth of Soul...

  38. E.... A....

    *Jon Bellion saves the Music World again and again and again.. what an incredibly talented Human!*

  39. Y.... C....

    Most underrated artist EVER

  40. Y.... C....

    What if I hope to be was always me?

  41. a.... s....

    153,498

  42. g.... ....

    This is so bad!

  43. J.... S....

    Tell me what you hate about me...

  44. B.... U....

    I love all of his music. He's personally my favorite.😊😉😋

  45. S.... P....

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    What if who I hoped to be was always me?
    And the love I fought to feel was always free?
    What if all the things I've done, yeah
    Were just attempts at earning love? Yeah
    'Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, stupid deep

    What if where I've tried to go was always here?
    And the path I've tried to cut was always clear?
    Why has life become a plan, yeah
    To put some money in my hand?
    When the love I really need is stupid cheap, stupid cheap

    What if who I hoped to be was always me?
    And the love I fought to feel was always free?
    What if all the things I've done
    Were just attempts at earning love? Yeah
    'Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, oh, stupid deep

    What if who I hoped to be was always me?
    And the love I fought to feel was always free?
    What if all the things I've done (What if all the things I've done)
    Were just attempts at earning love?
    Though the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, oh, stupid deep

    Deep

  46. S.... ....

    This is one man that has greatly influenced my music. This song drives me daily. Thank you Jon.

  47. B.... V....

    man, love your music...do you have any more of these videos, we hadn't seen any in a while, and this album totally rocks, just to ask for a sequel on this video, please.....(add likes if you agree so he can see I'm not the only one and answers this plea)

  48. D.... ....

    the god in sea rowing a boat?

  49. J.... B....

    Just stumbled upon this guy recently and his stuff is really good! Definitely an underrated artist

  50. P.... R....

    Jon Bellion— Stupid Deep... IN YOUR MOM

  51. g.... ....

    Eh the part between the lyrics is terrible

  52. A.... J....

    I love you Jonathan Bellion! Thank you so much for this song and others ❤

  53. A.... S....

    Getting through💞💝

  54. x.... G....

    Kisne deep ko stupid bola madarchod
    Wana wao wao wana wao wao wana wao

  55. H.... ....

    this song, lyrics, cinematography, story, wow!!! I've been sleeping on him

  56. s.... w....

    I hear u child, I’ve been reborn with the plan.....Now come forth & Be counted. There’s much work to do.
    Your eternal friend.
    s’evil wolf s’doG

  57. J.... G....

    These people truly murdering people for no reason, they are their own worst enemy. Facts.

  58. J.... G....

    A few years ago I had a dream that me and Jon Bellion were fighting demons with swords, and I have no idea where it came from but it's cool to see this video haha, hope it represents something important. Slaughter em'

    J.... G....

    Josh G Reminds me of the He Is The Same poster for The Human Condition

  59. t.... V....

    This guy deserves to be noticed more he’s an amazing artists amazing videos will always be my favorite artists

  60. G.... ....

    What if 😳 who I want to be was always me 🤭 haha just kidding.... unless? 👀

  61. M.... P....

    MAY JESUS BE WITH YOU PEACE FOR EVERY SINGLE PERSON PEACE

  62. M.... P....

    GOD BLESS and GOD LOVES PEACE

  63. A.... S....

    How does this have just 3.3M views????

  64. L.... W....

    I'm doing an English paragraph competition, and this is one of the songs I listen to to make me feel and think deep on what I'm writing.

  65. J.... ....

    This song speaks to me on another level

  66. o.... g....

    Just remembered about jon after 2 years is he still active?

    o.... g....

    odogg gaming yes he is

  67. M.... S....

    Was even more amazing to see live Australia. Thanks so much mate 😊🇦🇺

  68. k.... ....

    Watched this video about a Bellion times still trying to piece together the true meaning behind it

  69. B.... ....

    This song just has me in the feelers so hard. Your music keeps me going man. Mad love for you💞

  70. N.... ....

    The music, the lyrics everything about this song is just perfect.

  71. V.... K....

    What if the artist I was looking for was always Jon Bellion?

  72. N.... M....

    Wow... I cannot get enough of him and his music. His words alone give me chills and then his voice is like an angel! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

  73. _.... ....

    This is so cinematic!😍✨

  74. M.... I....

    So Ladies and gentlemen
    We're got Jon bellion on the trac
    *song ends*
    but i guess sometimes good things fall apart :()

  75. F.... ....

    Sounds like flume

  76. A.... ....

    A artist with such passion and a very rare talent.

  77. A.... L....

    my pastor always says “Every longing at its core is a longing for life,” and life can only be found in Jesus.

    this is major stupid deep vibes

    our hearts have a God shaped hole, and we try to fill it with things that will not fill it. the only thing that will complete us is the love of Jesus.

    because God is holy and we are sinful, we cannot be in His presence, it defies holiness. but God loved us so much that He couldn’t bear to be without us. He didn’t need us but He wanted us, so He sent Himself in the form of His Son, Jesus, to earth. to live the perfect life without sin. For Him to pay the ransom that we could not, He took all of our sins onto Himself, suffering death on a cross to be a sacrifice for the sake of our souls, so that we might be united with Him in Heaven.

    this is for you, this is for me, this is for ALL PEOPLE!

    John 4:7-26

    A.... L....

    @Laney May why 12 specifically?

    A.... L....

    @Clash Course 12 apostles. Biblical joke.

    A.... L....

    @CateDoge ok

    A.... L....

    THANK YOU FOR NOT BEING THE ONLY ONE 😭

    A.... L....

    Yeah well I know all that I've been Christian for more than a decade but I still feel like a sack of sh*t. Jesus or not the holes inside my life are still stupid deep.

  78. j.... ....

    HOW THE FUCK DID I ONLY DISCOVER THIS SONG/ARTIST TODAY?!?!🙀

  79. C.... G....

    What if all the things I've done were just attempts at earning love?

  80. D.... D....

    is this the sequel to "Good Things Fall Apart"? I hope I'm right.

  81. D.... R....

    THis is one of my favorite songs, how did I miss this video?

  82. S.... G....

    I want more people to listen to him but deep down I am happy that he is underrated because I want his music for myself :)

  83. T.... I....

    I just had a huge breakthrough, and I'm gonna send it to you some how..

  84. J.... F....

    How does a song like this have only 3 million views?? Why?? How?? What shit do people listen to if not this????

  85. R.... ....

    It's such a treat to see how far Jon has come since his early days of Scattered Thoughts Vol. 1 and Translations Through Speakers.

  86. K.... G....

    How does he not have more views

  87. M.... S....

    First time hearing this song:
    MAN THOSE WIND PIPES SOUND HORRENDOUS.

    Millionth time listening to this song:
    FUCK THIS SONG IS AMAZING

  88. S.... W....

    This song and a long with a few others of jons songs make me cry in this album because to see his progression from when i started listening (ungrateful eyes, the definition) to now. It is insane how far he has come and the fact that his munny is right and he’s still not talkin shit and he is being humble is truly inspiring. Jon Bellion is a great man.

  89. M.... M....

    So when can ajr and Jon Bellion work together????

  90. L.... K....

    fantastic song

  91. E.... I....

    You just can't help but love Jon Bellion

  92. M.... A....

    I really wish the best for you in life,Jon bellion.I am your deepest fan. You healed the hole in my heart.

  93. S.... W....

    Can the og’s that listened to welcome to forever, translation through speakers and the definition please comment/like we gotta show the big man B is fans!

  94. A.... A....

    Jon this song is very close to my heart 💖

  95. C.... A....

    So much talent!!! I can't believe people don't know about him smh

  96. S.... 6....

    John you are a brilliant song writer! Please keep making great music!

  97. G.... D....

    Gorgeous face with such a deep heart are hard to find ❤

  98. A.... M....

    Amazing video, amazing song😀. He's really the best

  99. K.... H....

    Is this a Christian song?