Holly Miranda - Until Now Lyrics

I never opened my eyes till now
Never really realized till now
If there was ever any questioning how, not now.

Never held my head till now
Never even seen my bed till now
Of all the racking in the dark
It was just a little spark till now

You've got some kind of sweetness
Tied up in that string I've been tugging on
But I'm pulling now

Never honored my past till now
Never even tried to run fast till now
There's been no comfort in the sound, till now

You've been looking through the window till now
You've been waiting for that window to come down
But it's not like that, no it'll never be like that, not now.

You've got some kind of sweetness
Tied up in that string I've been tugging on
But I'm pulling now
I said I'm pulling now