Calhoun, Adam - Dying Lyrics

This song is for all of us that carry the weight of the world on our shoulders and smile on our face, just because we carry it well doesn’t mean it isn’t heavy

Calhoun, Face page . Will add " a preview" with my post. That's the message I just recieved. 😂 love you guys.

This song speaks truth for me I am a father being alienated from his kids as I am recovering from a amputation.. Stay strong everyone who is suffering

I'm a Polish woman living in the UK. I love blues and rock. I love the music that makes me feel most.
This is real....my heart is pounding and I'm wide awake. It's past 1am in here. This song hits me deep. Shadows of my own thoughts are screaming straight to my mind. Showing me/my fear. But I'm not gonna run. I'm home. ..instead I'm gonna play it again.
And it doesn't even matter, what genre of music I listen to on daily basis.
And what brought me here...is my little research on Marshall's music.
Real people, real emotions, real music.
I respect and thank you for that.

I feel this song to my soul yo #CREEKSQAUD Hillbilly

Dopeness

Anytime someone doesn't get veteran PTSD and what I deal with, I send them to this song. Thank you Adam.

Late finding this but it’s still amazing

Finally the two beards are in one song!!!!!

Bruh this shit is straight 🔥🔥👌

590 dislikes on this ! I knew there was a lot of a-holes out their. but I didn't think that many. I'll bet the family farm that if you could track every single one of them down they're all ignorant unpatriotic P.O.S. Pu$$!(-$

Damn I can't believe I just found this. I love you A.Cal. No homo

Is Adam a veteran because I feel this dude 100%

no he dind't serve but his son does

My God,, he knows.
If this hit home check out Tom McDonald's spoken word & Fallen Angel but these guys nailed it.

I served time in Hamilton county, Cincnnati, Ohio. Were you the bitch nigga that tried to phase me in that haunted house talkin about where you from. Ima see yo ass again.

is that a threat towards adam

Believe me I'm not scared of adam.

Holy shit!!

That beat fire... and he spit'n hella bars!

How did I not know about this ? Its absolute fire !

People that dislike this eat a dick

Ok now I feel like we are family we are from the same world you are a good guy just little ruff on edges but that keeps it interesting. 😁💓

Truth story

STILL 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

This song hit my soul!!!!! 🤟🏻🤟🏻🤟🏻🤟🏻❤️❤️
The thoughts inside your head that you can’t put into words because everyone thinks your crazy!!!!!

My brother put a gun in his mouth when he was a teenager. He was listening to Metallica “Fade To Black”. I love Metallica so don’t take me wrong. I just can’t listen to that song anymore. He had that gun in his mouth and he said God spoke to him and told him he had a plan for him and that he needed him here. A couple of years after that, he became a minister. A lot of things have happened since then and he’s still ordained but rarely preaches anywhere, but his faith is still the same. I don’t even want to imagine my life without him. My mother attempted suicide around the same time. Depression is just part of our family unfortunately. My wife suffers from it as well. It’s real and it’s absolute hell.

My day to day. Gotta stop asking why and talk. Thanks for this.

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Well that was deep asf

Y'all hit me in the heart with this one man . I batte depression everyday of my life and have been for a long time now . You're not the only ones . I'm fightin right alongside bros . Keep it positive . Much love and respect for both Adam Calhoun and Mesus .

This song keeps me from eating hollow points everyday. Thanks for that extra push I need ta get threw today

Mesus Christ! This is🔥🔥

The line about being scared to keep guns in the house hits me hard, cuz that's me. I want one for protection, but I'm legit scared of myself with a gun those days that I just cant seem to cope.

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More plez 😅🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

This song hits home so much, living with demons from PTSD depression and the loss of brothers in Iraq this is legit how I feel all the time

Steven cannon all the best man

Let the King bring you center my good man walk with the power in you to be you. Praying for you

God these two together are magic. More please. Please!!!

damn this hits me hard man fuck

Wtf!!!!! Savage

This song is dope . Adam you need to do more joints with Mesus man . Keep these joints coming and I'll keep bumping them .

This guy is 🔥

How TF am I a fan of both Adam and Mesus and didn't know this song existed until just now? How TF did a track about depression manage to be so 🔥🔥🔥🔥?? Good Lord, a bomb-a$$ track AND a humanitarian message wrapped up on one. Hell of an honest way of tellin' MF'ers they're not alone in their struggles.

Bro.. this is absolute fucking fire 🔥🔥

And I thought Adam had an epic beard. Lol, sorry Adam, you just slid into 2nd place

Tuff then a mafacca

Chi town white boys...gotta love em

Damn been in this exact same place. Never came across someone that would be open in honest talking about it until now

damn this song slaps hard

Bra this shit fire how has it not blown up yet

Bearded lives matter...

Wish he would od

Ffs this is trash....this Calhoun clown needs to stop

They look like Erick Rowan and Luke Harper.

I am perplexed.... how is this NOT BEING PROMOTED! This MESSAGE needs to be heard by the masses

Real $hit don't get promoted in today's media environment.

Thank y’all for this. Mental illness still has a stigma attached to it. Songs and representations like this bring to light our struggles and shows that there are many of us. We are not something to be ashamed of. 💚

yo!! when did Luke Harper and Erik Rowan rapped? lol shit's TUFF!!!

Love this.... I battle depression n anxiety so bad I get disability money for it. So these songs I totally understand. Good song bro 🔥🔥🔥

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I want more.

Fukn aye !

This song is on my daily play list.. fighting depression everyday..people who don't have no damn clue..much love!!!

Can we pls get some more Calhoun/Mesus colab!!!!

Fuego 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

jesus christ, this is too real right now.

As I sit in my car with my bottle of pills no one knows how I feel hard to sit still couldn't stay Netflix n chill fuck my veins what's that time to kill bloody razor making me I'll time for another pill open the bottle pour it out and spill

This hit hard asf

Man the Everyday struggle dealing with anxiety and depression. It help me knew that I'm not the one that going through it. Ty

Holy mother !!! this is Dope !! ... since 02.01.2019 ? how come i didn't hear this Shit before ? i am suprised.. !

F""k all that Katie crap. HollaIN CREEK SQUAD

Now i feel better.CREEK SQUAD

How tf am I just now hearing g this song a year later

big TRUE

Idk man but this song is lit

Right!! I feel the same

I have probably listened to this a dozen times. I've been trolling for reactions cuz it's like that's it! They nailed it! And wat I kno about that is...u can't kno it ...unless u live it. So thank u. #respect

Ive never ever heard any other artist describe what ive been thru like this. Theyve tried but its never the same. This is some real shit.

When I was 21 years old I put a pistol to my temple and pulled the trigger, it was a dud, only burnt my temple, I took it as a sign it wasn't my time, I had many great years after that that I was glad I lived. Don't let depression rob you of your future and times to come.

Thank you for being here

i know a dude that blew off his entire lower jaw with a shotgun and lived.. his life is worse now than it was before.

Damn.. Experienced a dead round before, but never one that was still able to cause a projected powder ignition without projecting the bullet. Wonder how that's possible. 🤔

@Guts Well it happened I have a scar from it

@ih8TrumpTardzz Man Im sorry to hear that, I hope dude finds peace and happiness someday

I personally think this is your best song I love this song

I would love to see how MC Serch would react around guys like Calhoun, Mesus, or UpChurch. Serch made a career out of clowning other white mc’s.... thinking he could be down with the culture by acting disgusted with all things white. I think these 3 would have Serch shitting his pants and begging to be left alone.

God this is fucking fire

Bearded Bandits

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Wish both these dudes, Upchurch and Demun Jones would go on tour together!!

Fuuuuuuck’n 😮 my fingers are still smoking 🔥🔥🔥

I cant tell them apart, not looks but style of rap and voice, no disrespect. Love both of their work

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Wow!! This song just reached out & grabbed my soul!!
God bless you Men for your raw honesty.

This song!!❤️❤️❤️

😘😘

This song is so true I’m 15 and deal with this shit but all I can do is push it behind me and push forward.

Dealing with the same shit. Keep keeping it real adam and ryan support you guys to the fullest!

I just love u man. U talk about shit so many of us deal with. I get called crazy all the time. I just just smile and laugh as I think...if u only fuckin knew. #Respect bro

Dear LOURDES!! Everything you mention has made me feel I am not crazy nor alone with this state of mind.I am the same non one gets it no one understands which makes you feel even more crazy!! It's a fucked up place too be when the ones who LOVE you can't even listen or try to understand a thing you have to say..it aint even 10% of the shit that goes on 24/7 in my head, I can't even get any relief of what inside of my head cause my head hits the pillow here it comes again but in another place dimension not even sure what it really is only thing I know when I wake up I feel like I need to sleep again just to get a break from this bullshit that makes me crazy on a daily inside my head. Whhoaa!! THANK YOU THANK YOU! For this! I am crying tears that have needed to even shredded a long time ago!💙💥✌🙌👍💓

AMHI class member fuck you 100%

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@Adam Calhoun Bro I think the same exact way it is so fucking hard to not snap. I have been in your shoes when it comes to the Xan's and I know the struggle is real my dude. Thank you for showing strength. White men have a bad image cuz everyone in Hollywood is soft as a feather. Dude your music goes hard as fuck. Well done! I'm pushing your music to all corners of the Earth.

Swear it's like y'all are in my head!!!

Lost my Dad almost a year ago (December 15th 2018) and my baby girl is 3 years old and she's the only one who makes this life worth living anymore other than Upchurch, Adam and Demun! Y'all keep me strong so thank you!!!

Come to Columbus and spit that shit bro.

Wow, that last verse from Mesus.
I had to sit and think for minute. I mean, I'm not suicidal...at all, but I felt the pain in that verse. And why does Mesus have less than 200 subscribers on his channel?

No clue... cause dude spits fire!

@Shane Bivens Well that subscriber list sure changed in a hurry. Thank you Nick Cannon.

Adam...... don't do anything stupid....I look up to you and church............. I've never met you but if I did I'd give you the biggest hug I've given

I could honestly die to this song. Truly beautiful peace of work.

This song hits so close to my soul...

People dislikes this video they no nothing hearing good music.

Whats sad is we have kids with the same thoughts. I'm medicated for mine and they dont seem to be working. I cant explain how many tears i've fought. Ive told my dad what i've been thinking and the thoughts i've had daily and all he could manage to say is "So do I" man, Made me cry. I'm almost 16 and scared as hell to get behind the wheel. Maybe I can stop all the pain I feel. I dont wanna think this way. Hopefully it'll all go away some day. Adams' over here spitting some bars, I'm over here regretting giving myself scars. Aight. I tried to turn that into some bars but it didnt work. But everything I said is true. Thank you Adam and if you read this show it to Upchurch too because both of y'all help me out of that dark place when my meds cant. Upchurch being honest and funny as hell as well as having FIRE bars and you, Adam, For being the realest, most genuine person that isnt afraid to touch on subject like this one and speak your mind. Restores my hope in humanity having y'all here. Love you skins.