Beartooth - Sick And Disgusting Lyrics






Remember the time you said, "Son, it'll be alright."?
Remember the time you said, "Son, it will be just fine."?
Well, I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough
And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved

I just wanna feel loved
I just wanna feel loved

Remember the time I said, "God, I'm ready to die."?
Remember the time I said, "God, just take my life."?
Remember the time that I cried every single night
And every thought about myself was out of spite?

Sick joke, sick joke, that's all I'll ever be to anyone
Sick joke, sick joke, that's all you'll ever be to anyone
I'm nothing but sick and disgusting
I'm nothing but sick and disgusting

God, I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die
God, I'm too much of a coward to give you my life
And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night
But if you want me I'm gonna stay here and fight 'til you say, "Son, your heart is mine."

Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
Daddy, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting





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  1. m.... z....

    This is how active addiction feels at the low point when you keep using but the drugs no longer actually work.You can still get "high" but the overwhelming guilt and shame overpower any pleasure feelings and you just want to die. Using the same dull needle in a room with your own blood on the wall and piss in bottles because you don't want to leave you room for days at a time from a combination of paranoia and lack of reason. You don't have to stay there. Your ego is controlling you despite it being negative thoughts, when you think only about yourself even in a self coususions or negative way, your still being self centered. The world is wide and your far from alone or as sick as you think. there are a lot of people who are just as sick as you but live in a way that is humble ,grateful, and happy. Friends of bill probably get it.

  2. S.... D....

    2:36 yo calm down

  3. F.... ....

    saw thee dudes in concert on Sunday. amazing <3

  4. T.... O....

    I relate so hard. My parents wish I didn’t exist and I’m too much of a coward to give up life so....

    T.... O....

    That One Emo Boy Check out Lacey Sturm... it is brave to live ❤️

    T.... O....

    Hey there! So, about 5 years ago I was too much of a coward to take my own life, and this song accurately describes my state of mind back then. Being where I am now, I'm very grateful I'm still here :) Back then, I hated when people said life gets better because I didn't believe it could get better for me, but 5 years later life got better. Sometimes fear is a good thing. Take life one day at a time and hopefully 5 years down the road you'll find things turned out better for you :)

  5. G.... V....

    The fact that so many people can relate to this including my self is quite depressing but also amazing that they made this song and people now know that they aren't alone and even some people can find help through fan bases of certain bands it's quite amazing and depressing

  6. M.... J....

    this is an odd mix of "daddy" by Korn and a little bit of the desperation and anger in "Choke Me" by The Used.

  7. o.... b....

    Best tooth - sick & disgusting
    The System of a Down - MIND
    Slipknot - Iowa
    Korn - Daddy

    _Listen to these if you want a depressing and creepy mood._

  8. n.... i....

    mental agony at it's finest

  9. T.... D....

    I can’t resonate with this. Anymore.

  10. T.... O....

    This hurts my heart

  11. S.... _....

    Feel bad for whoever can relate to this. I mean, I don’t. I’m pretty healthy and good looking, sucks to be you guys.

  12. M.... ....

    Fuck. This is a perfect description of self hatred, and how it affects your mind. God damn. Listening to this brought me back to hell, the soft gray border that surrounds you when you feel this way, and the sporadic thought cycle that brings you to the brink of tears. Absolute genius.

  13. Z.... S....

    Good God I just wanna give this man a hug. Tell him he’s not sick and disgusting, he’s a work of art who has a voice and a purpose and who is loved infinitely.

  14. k.... s....

    Who else cried with Caleb?

  15. H.... ....

    Beartooth - Sick and Disgusting

    Slipknot - Iowa

    Korn - Daddy

    System Of A Down - Mind

    Listen to all of these if you want a depressing and creepy night

  16. n.... f....

    I cant make it through without crying. I feel this to my core

  17. T.... A....

    "Remember the time I said "God just take my life"" Damn I can relate...

  18. P.... P....

    God ... God...God!

  19. P.... P....

    God ... God...God!

  20. I.... K....

    my heart it hurting so much

  21. S.... ....

    Should be longer. Give him time to break his mind apart and feel the emotion longer. I find that I replay this all to often to get the effect like I do from Daddy.

  22. k.... c....

    His voice... God help this person...

  23. R.... ....

    came from Slipknot - Iowa
    next stop: KoRn - Daddy

  24. M.... ....

    Daddy 2.0?

  25. H.... T....

    just discovered this band a few weeks ago. I'm really hooked to their music

  26. c.... ....

    Tell someone you love them today. 3 words can safe another person's life.

  27. C.... C....

    Those cries, those cries give me the chills...

  28. L.... M....

    Happy Valentine's Day

  29. V.... T....

    this song still gives me chills after a year...

  30. D.... ....

    god damn, this hits hard. Such raw emotion, very reminiscent of daddy by korn. good shit

  31. P.... ....

    How i feel on a daily😭😭😭😭

  32. M.... ....

    Bomb has been planted 40 seconds to detonation.

  33. B.... L....

    As long as we feel, we are here and we are fighting

  34. B.... L....

    Depression really must be one of the darkest places our human minds can explore.

  35. S.... K....

    The first time I saw Beartooth live was during their hometown tour a few years ago and when Caleb played this song live he broke down in tears in the middle. I will never get that image out of my head as the entire group grouped together to shout the rest of this song with him.

  36. D.... A....

    these lyrics are so powerful that they make me cry...I can feel through what pain did Caleb go through... :(

  37. J.... ....

    Wow song about me

  38. A.... L....

    This song is fucking sick amazing song and so much emotions in this song wowwww

  39. H.... K....

    I love this song but it makes me cry,I feel so bad and almost can’t listen to it because of that

  40. f.... ....

    CS:GO FEELINGS

  41. A.... L....

    Love that song

  42. A.... N....

    I remember when this album first came out. I fell in love with the whole album and ended up ordering it right away. The CD then arrived days later and i had it on replay for weeks. I was so depressed at the time and this band was my life support. Thank you Beartooth for everything!

    A.... N....

    Hey Ashley, same here.
    I was going through hard shit, especially i can't settle with my existence. But this album gives me everything, what i want. Pure, raw emotions and passion in every track, without autotune and pitch connectors. With despair and little optimistic lyrics. Disgusting is for me, the best record in my life and my first CD i ever bought.

  43. R.... G....

    The way you can here him breaking at the end just gets me every time
    That's why I love it

  44. P.... ....

    How I've felt for a long time

  45. B.... W....

    This song fucked a fella up lmao holy hell.

  46. c.... ....

    Wow this is so sad, it literally made me cry too

  47. M.... ....

    This is the only song since Korn in 1994 where I have heard the lead singer break into tears. Best song on the album.

  48. -.... -....

    I can relate to much to this song

  49. R.... ....

    this is my first song by them,can any fans recommend songs like this one?

  50. M.... A....

    Singers a bit of
    a whiny bitch aint he lol

    M.... A....

    Matthew Allen so??

  51. A.... G....

    My life

  52. A.... ....

    this song was my shit in 2014

  53. J.... N....

    2edgy4me

  54. J.... M....

    Can anyone tell me the backstory?

  55. J.... B....

    Holy shit.

  56. K.... G....

    I'm not really into this type of music u know I listen to queen beyonce and Rihanna but I can really feel his emotion it's insane I love it

  57. L.... S....

    that moment your drowning and no one can help, when you've pushed everyone away, and you know you've taken out your pain on those who love you, and sit worried if you've finally actually pushed them far enough with your shouting that they don't want you, and they don't like you.

  58. T.... ....

    Did they record this in one take? Sounds so raw and unedited

    T.... ....

    alonetimewithjoey Yes

  59. M.... B....

    Dude this guy is good

  60. P.... t....

    Quit crying you lil bitch.

  61. H.... P....

    Yo this shit is fuckin awful.

  62. K.... K....

    OMG I was listening to this in class and I almost cried because this relates to me so much

  63. T.... L....

    Me when the score is 10 - 1

  64. c.... ....

    Am I the only one not emotionally affected by this song

  65. S.... V....

    I'm the 100th dislike 👊

  66. M.... ....

    KoRn - Daddy


    You're welcome

    M.... ....

    i actually had the same first thought lol. both sound so raw and unedited, so full of emotion.

    M.... ....

    I thought the same thing!

  67. E.... S....

    LMFAO is this fucking for real

  68. J.... S....

    This is so cringe.

  69. S.... ....

    Its kind of lame that crying and being over emotional became a shtick. Jonathan Davis (Korn) and Daryl Palumbo (Glassjaw) did it on song because Ross Robinson tormented them into it. They didn't fake it. Now it's become a thing.

  70. V.... H....

    That cry :(((

  71. S.... E....

    My kinda jam.

  72. S.... ....

    i need alachol to forget life
    fuck this

  73. I.... S....

    it's a bop

    I.... S....

    Isra Steeves all of beartooth is a bop. gets all the bad vubes out to make room for good ones

  74. C.... R....

    I just realized my speakers aren't loud enough

  75. F.... D....

    Are there any concert recordings of this song?

  76. B.... S....

    Everyone is talking about how emotional this song is and im just here because of csgo

  77. R.... S....

    In my opinion, the song is horrible. But the lyrics do have a meaning and a story. Other wise, every other song is fucking awesome.

    R.... S....

    BreadedChicken to me this is more of a poem with melody

    R.... S....

    or something like that

    R.... S....

    Yeah I guess you can say.

  78. P.... G....

    this is amazing and extremly sad i can relate too much to this. Fuck man

  79. S.... B....

    Man, how to tutorial on how to make a good song AND a rip of deh good ol feelers -,-

  80. D.... ....

    This has been nothing but relatable for me recently. When I'm at my worst moments, this song has been there for me.

  81. S.... 7....

    that song is really good, i love bartooth #Homo4Shomo <3

  82. T.... B....

    If you don't know what pain sounds like...this is it

  83. s.... a....

    masterpiece

  84. C.... ....

    Im the only one who think that this is a copy of daddy by korn?

  85. T.... N....

    sounds like korn daddy

  86. C.... R....

    and now I'm crying

  87. P.... ....

    does anyone have an instrumental version of this ?

  88. P.... ....

    I am the single one who laughs his ass off when imagining a coward singing this ?