Angel Haze - Sufferings First Lyrics
[Verse 1: Angel Haze]
I'm staring' at the view from the height of my past pain;
Ironic, I'm trying come in first if it's the last thing
They trying throw me off, but I won't let 'em pass me
They kill me with the hating, but I ain't in the casket
I had to learn to beat it like I just got a drum kit
Now my motto 'keep faith, stay strong
Be prosperous
Stay positive and fuck anyone that say opposite'
'Cause everybody don't wanna see you win
In the end, your biggest enemies may be your friend
Keep losing my balance;
That's the prize of a winner
So, I'm trying find God in the eyes of a sinner
'Cause me, I'm like the victim through the eyes of a killer;
I'm the uprise in the lives of the demise and devastation
The little piece of heaven left in satan, forreal
[Hook: Angel Haze]
So what if it hurts?
The struggle is first
To live is to die, we all suffer the curse
And love is the cure until we're suffering worse
Pleasure is pain; the suffering's first
[Verse 2: Angel Haze]
Pushed 'em out of my life, my friends say that I changed
But, how the fuck you make a difference and still stay the same?
They don't carry the weight; they can't handle the pressure
So they can see me evolve, but they can't capture my essence
My life is insane, and I don't get enough credit
But the picture ain't realistic like a Photoshop edit
How could you even be mad that I would wanna enhance that?
Just to have the option, like I hit the 'advanced' tab
So, fuck 'em all;
They'd rather see me fail
I hit the mainstream and my ship gon' sail
And niggas gon' hate, and some gon' applaud me
But I remain a problem that nobody's resolving
I got this ache in my soul and it's distant now
'Cause I'm hotter than the flames on a Piston now
I keep losing my balance, that's what trips me out
I keep my emotions inside 'til I'm flipping out
But I won't trip
I stand tall
Just keep my head
And hold on
I said, I won't trip
I stand tall
Just keep my head
And hold on
[Hook: Angel Haze]
So what if it hurts?
The struggle is first
To live is to die, we all suffer the curse
And love is the cure until we're suffering worse
Pleasure is pain; the suffering's first
[Verse 3: Angel Haze]
Sometimes I feel like I'm bound to be a sell-out
So I spit fire to try to let this hell out
To try to let myself out
This cage I trapped myself in
But I won't let myself in
I feel like if I lose sight of me, I won't let myself win
And I won't let myself end, I be damned if I do
I enjoy being myself; I be damned if I'm you
See, I give 'em what they need and that's that real shit
And I do it with my heart so they can feel this
That's why the words in my songs reach broken bones
Make 'em strong, show 'em they got more to focus on
And music is the only thing I put my hope in
Use words to capture my mute emotions
I'm like an umbrella top, how I'm hit with the rain
But I walk when it hurts like a ligament's sprain
And my thoughts like a frame to the picture I paint;
I get high off the green like the top of terrain
They can't extinguish the flame from my mouth when I speak
I got beauty and peace, like a tropical beach
And I got me some dreams that I won't stop 'til I reach
And Dr. King's speech in the mouth of a freak
[Hook: Angel Haze]
So what if it hurts?
The struggle is first
To live is to die, we all suffer the curse
And love is the cure until we're suffering worse
Pleasure is pain; the suffering's first
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Angel Haze Sufferings First Comments
Dope underated female mc!
Angel you are the best rapers I really like to listen your music , and just wish you always do music in your life automatically you remind me
Still my shit 2018
Love this
real 100
thank you for inspiring young souls. God bless u
Love this tune
You're awesome angel haze. Your music is loud and meaningful without being obnoxious and brain dead. <3
MoVE out the way Angel haze IS COMING thur
Denzel Britton she been comin King she a queen.
I love her music #SoulFlow
I can exhale with her music from my emotional devouring to freedom.
Story of my life
Dear Angel Haze, I just discovered your music not to long ago, and I just wanted to say that you rock real, and spill the truth. Great style, and true heart. Love your style girl, God bless!
Sara Tavares - Balance (2006)
J. Cole - Losing my Balance (2009)
A truly beautiful song sung by a truly amazing woman
j cole losing my balance
she is the reason i try and try she is very inspiring
What instrumental is this I heard this before just can't recall this name
Fck erbosy talking sht abt her rap, her sht dope af
" I spit fire to try to let this hell out." I feel that.
I Love Angel Haze, Her Music Gets Me Through The Hard, Lonely Days..
"how the fcuk you make a difference and stay the same".. just what I was thinking.. I think you and I wil get along AngelHaze haha..
This girl is forreal man
She geh my respect she does actually spit REAL shit
Had this jam on repeat for a straight week, she da best 3
love this song♥
My friends tell me I change, but how the fuck you make a difference and still stay the same... True line angel
I can tell she listens to j cole
heard this on the radio today... instantly thought it was the shit when i heard her rapping.
her voice is so..... relaxing.
♥Amazing♥ this one and chi are most touching to me BUT i love all of tha vibes here :) THANK YOU SO MUCH 4 EVERYTHING!!! All the best for 2013 and ON... Show dem bitches how its DONE!! :) Big Up&Bless outta Germany 1♥
Angel Haze = Aliyah the 2nd coming...fantastic song and do stay true & clean for longevity.
J.Cole - Losing My Balance, but the beat is sampled from Sara Tavares - Balance.
What beat is this??
im going through some rough stuff right now i hope it gets better i dont think i can handle it if it doesn't
.....this is sara trarves -__-
I don't know you, but I've been subscribed to you for some years now, & i feel extremely proud of you. Seriously.
... hmmm and then there is Santana!:D
hope lauryn hill and angel haze collaborate... would be interesting!
This song is actually really old. I miss you bestfriend.
She is the voice for everyone that had a hard life when they were young.
I saw this & thought hope its the original
By Far my favorite song of all time..when ish hits the fan and reality kicks in, i listen to this